Thursday, May 10, 2007
im so sick of going to school. im tired of being ignored and ignoring others which further leads to me being ignored more. im tired of seeing my class pple. i dont dislike them, but im just tired of them existing and and constantly talking and making so much noise.maybe it's just because im not part of the noise and im feeling left out so im saying this. i dunno, i feel like an outcast no matter what school or cca im in.
and sometimes i pretend that it's my choice. in such denial.
sorry for being ap and anti-social. im just not in the mood to entertain anyone. i feel very unhappy, i feel pathetic about everything that went wrong and is going wrong with my life. i dont tink anyone really understands, they probably think im just complaining about something lame again. it doesnt matter, i dont really understand whats up with me either.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
thank gdness i didnt sprain my ankle today or something, i nearly did.being sporty's not my thing apparently.
they taught us how to fall down in the right way. i fell down like 20 times, but sadly not on purpose and i fell on my butt like 10 of the 20 times. er.... haha i am supposed to fall forwards, not backwards, in case you are wondering.
rollerblading CAN be fun, if you know how to do it. i dont even fall down half as many times when im cycling la.
tell you more another day.
hahaha still so amused by myself.
Monday, May 07, 2007
today is such a hot day! nearly died from the sun and heat when walking home from the bus stop. i shld have been less lazy and changed buses halfway so that there's no sun. haha.failed my broadjump. haha didnt really expect to pass anyway.
nope i mean, i never expect to pass. but this time im SO NEAR to passing, it's only 3cm!!! it must have been the furthest i have jumped in my entire life.
yeah you got me right. the furthest i have jumped is 162cm. like, haha.
anyway i was saying i didnt expect to pass, but still it doesnt mean you wont feel sad to fail. i just hope they wont bug me to retest. there's no way im going to rerun 2.4, because there's no pt redoing everything AND failing.
after school we went to eat at hans for lunch. haha so greedy. but no worries coz i skipped dinner! so the fat taken in will hopefully...er...even out. hahaa. i like their milk tea a lot btw. or at least i like milk teas in general.
there's feeling fab tmr. oh my, waibin's getting sporty coz she's going for rollerblading. ahaha i tink i will fall down more than i blade. just hope i dont get muscle aches from all the broadjumping or else i probably wont be able to bend my knees properly tmr and that will mean falling down in a more painful manner. no no no.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
sometimes when im in school it will suddenly occur to me that i dont fit in anywhere.at those times i feel so lonely and out of place, i wish i can just turn and run away.
haha.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
had library invest today.the most important thing is...
yay im finally NOT IT head anymore! the job just gets so tiring at times i wished i wasnt IT head, but still i had fun being in library exco. the pple in library are really nice. i really dont dislike the cca, (apart from shelving; that's just irritating) but then still, happy to be out of it!
my successor zeng yan, is really good in IT stuff i can tell. probably better than i was (actually im not that pro, i just act pro hahaha). pray hard she doesnt meet any problems reading my messy codes, or else i have to do more work!
hahaha im super lazy la.
zeng yan and me. ahh im such a dwarf. a spastic looking one too.
so at the end at it i received a cert saying i offered EXCELLENT services to the council(eh...heh) and the new library badge which has golden rims and looked like those old fashioned bottle caps, and some cute ornament thing from zengyan. took photos, laughed, and had quite a fun time.
happy memories.