Sunday, December 31, 2006
my last entry of the year 2007 is going to be LONG-WINDED and probably BORING to you. dont say i didn't warn you ah hahaha.the year is finally coming to an end. all i can say is that this year is probably the most happening year in my entire life. so many so many things happened that it's kind of impossible to name them all. i think coming to jc has really changed my life no matter i like it or not.
i have met and known pple who are now very important and precious to me, pple who have cheered me up and stood by my nonsense and bad tempers. i cant really say how appreciative i am of these friends who tries to make up with me after quarrels when it's like my fault. i think i haven't been one of the best pple in the year; i haven't been very sincere to my friends and family, i have flared up countless times, i have lied about things, but still they are willing to be there for me...
for next year im going to work harder for my own self and to save myself from being so duo4 luo4. if im not going to change my attitude im just going to die a horrible death for A levels and then feel stupid all over again. i think i should really reflect upon my ways and how i treat others too. oh yeah i should just stop being so indecisive, that's one of my biggest problems. sigh a lot of things to change.
the above are my new year resolutions. haha who know, perhaps one week into the new year u will see me complaining again. but i really wish to become a better person.
new year entry aside.
haha this few days have been really emotional for me but i guess i suffered the consequences of my own actions. for a moment i was really afraid i will lose that friend forever and it struck me hard that i really haven't been a nice person. it also made me realise i should really face my own problems instead of running away from them. thank goodness the worst is over (aha, i think?), i will learn to treasure you more.
it also makes me wonder if things would have worked out if i had talked it over with her? sigh.
haha excuse me for talking in code.
bye and happy new year!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
oh no it's so late already. I still gotta wake up at 7.30am tmr! I dunno how I am going to wake up so early when I wake up at 12pm on a normal day.don't ask me why and where am i going on a nice morning. i will feel angry again.
haha.
I just ended my phone call with Felicia like a few min ago. I think talking to somebody whom you are totally at ease with is so enjoyable. just discussing random stuff and finding out more about that person's feelings and opinions abt things, and then laughing it off... I now declare her my best phone mate! (haha but competition isn't stiff to start with anyway)
my past 5 days are not worth mentioning about. in fact sometimes I can't really tell one day from another, because they all feel the same to me. but sadly I cannot duo4 luo4 at home tmr, which is just so sad.
and i think my favourite word for the moment is Gosh. haha. it all started with playing too much of Audition la. kept gosh-ing whenever I miss (and that's a lot of times) and so now im over-using it.
arhhhhhhhhhh it's going to be two soon. my precious sleep!
Friday, December 22, 2006
shit i feel so pissed off.chill, relax...
im finding it really hard.
this stupid thing is leading to so many complications I feel like I am going to just suffocate and die.
damn stupid of me to even have thought that the situation has turned for the better.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
new blogskin from blogskins!it was originally totally grey, but i added some purple to it and some flowery thing to the bottom of each post. nicer now (i think?)
it also looks like i got over my depressed mood already.
haha. that was fast.
argh. I feel like this big loser again.
It's rather mad, to feel alright at one moment, and then to feel so down the next.
but nvm, i don't think it matters very much to anyone, I will just get over it in a mo.
It's rather mad, to feel alright at one moment, and then to feel so down the next.
but nvm, i don't think it matters very much to anyone, I will just get over it in a mo.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
ahh I am so bored! *screams*The new kindaichi series isn't very nice in my opinion. how disappointing.
I need some vcds!
Monday, December 11, 2006
hi im back from Camp Idealpolis. Not bad la, we came in third!Went to watch Dejavu today with Felicia and Evadne. ooh I like Cathay Cineplex very much; cheaper ticket, comfy seats, very nice popcorn. And only spent ten bucks on movies today, which is like record-breakingly low. The movie was nice, nicer than Battle of Wits at least. haha. It's probably the movie which is most worth-watching at the moment.
We saw the Curse of the Golden Flower trailer today, and Jay is very amusing to me in that armour. I mean, he looks fine, but you just can't stop laughing at him.
I am currently watching Deathnote anime now, on episode 9. So far it is quite alike to the first movie, but I think the anime is nicer! Er L looks really weird on anime.
"Weirder than the L in the movie?"
Ya seriously.
But it's exciting to watch, and it's really smart. I like watching things like these, may make me smarter in the long run haha
Tmr is going to be a boring day coz I don't think I can use the computer. Luckily I bought Kindaichi to entertain myself. Ah, but I am very very broke. As always.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
weirdly i keep getting headaches nowadays. maybe i spend too much time staring at the com?today i went out to meet qien weiting and chiyu! haha had a nice time chit chating and laughing. It is so good that we actually get to meet up again after SO LONG, and still can talk so much. we took neoprints too. hahaha im seriously a big noob at taking neoprints goodness. looked spastic as usual la.
I am very very glad I knew such good friends through cs dance :D
tmr is finally a stay-at-home day. hurray! haha