I am listening to Jay's old albums and I think they are really nice. What surprises me is that I can actually remember all the lyrics! Memory too good liao hahha
I dislike the him now. To me it is so not Jay, it just sounds WEIRD. And his songs, haha all abt the same now. In the process of earning more money, he has lost his style. (to me la)
what a fine example of someone changing over the years.
Friday, October 27, 2006
went back to vj to take my result slip. congrats to me I used to look like 14, at least that was sec sch. now currently I look like a primary school kid!
then after that I travelled to Felicia's Aunt's house. very far away. the bus was moving and stopping so much for the whole journey that I felt very sick.
borrowed full metal alchemist manga from Junying, Felicia's friend! so now I am quite happy with my reward for the day :D
when I was there, Felicia's aunt said that they are a happy family. I looked at them and then I can't help feeling how true it is. haha.
I think I have a happy family too. Apart from having a weird mum who is REALLY funny in her own way, a brother who is nice to us and probably not to anyone else, a father whom I dont really talk to (sigh), and some problems which come with them, I have a sister who is just entertaining and never fails to crack me up. Thinking back, I have many fond memories with them and I shall now say I love the four of them very much too.
pardon me, but love is a very strong word to me and I seldom use it.
I hope ten years down the road we are still together as a family, no financial problems, and then on Sunday we can pop down to the nearest chinese restaurant and have morning tea together, commenting (or complaining) abt the food like how we always do.
haha that was what I imagined my future life to be like when I was 10. really.
thats all for today. :)
Thursday, October 26, 2006
ah. just skip this entry will you?
haha.
Im feeling weird again. No la, not feeling down, but more of thoughtful.
just read qien's blog and that feeling of feeling weird just comes back. It suddenly feels as though Im reading about another person's life, someone whom I totally dunno.
I used to hate that feeling. But now I changed my mind coz I mean changes for the better are very good la. Just that I feel out of place knowing that my friends have once again changed without me noticing.
I dunno, perhaps I am just very scared that they change to become a stranger that I cannot identify with. haha how loserish.
Dramas are very nice to watch. Nice way of escapism; watching other pple's lives and thinking how wonderful they are. I wonder if I will choose to live my life another way if given the chance to do it over again. Some part of me tells me I will haha
Life has been very boring as usual. doing pw, lying on the bed and watching Goong (and falling asleep heh).
Hmm. dont mind keeping it that way actually.
and there, I told you to skip this entry.
Friday, October 20, 2006
aiya so sad. I ripped Eunice's Goong's dvd (or is it huanghuan's? duno la haha) and then it only ripped half successfully. so after finishing 12 episodes I cannot continue :(
My choices are to wait for Liuwen to lend me (ah, when will that be, I wonder. haha) or watch on youtube (which isn't loading) or to get it off erm, SOMEWHERE (I am afraid of spies lol) but it didnt work either coz it was too slow.
sad sad sad.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
it is already 1.08 and WHY AM I STILL HERE.
and if i wake up at 5.50 tmr, it means only 4 hours 52 mins of sleep :(
If I go to sleep right now that is. >:( cannot blame me if i sleep in class tmr.
Yay finally finished Written Report. Feel so much like dying after reading it for the tenth time probably. and I think I don't mind my group now. haha stupid thing is pw is already ending.
and my exam results are not very good. I expected them to be better than mid years at least, since I studied like twice as much and I have always believed in
QIN NENG BU ZHUO.
but now WHERE GOT BU??????
sigh. I hate hoping and then not getting what you hoped for. You fall hard and then you feel so sian and then you just dont want to do anything anymore. OK, I mean I fall so hard and then I feel so sian and then I just dont want to do anything anymore.
Think I will just stick with my aim of having Es for everything and an xin guo ri zi (living without worries).
Which in fact means living in my own world and ignoring all my (many) failures in life.
HOW SAD.
gah I want to sleep and I cannot even send the wr file to dinghong coz it is 10.5MB and stupid hotmail and yahoo only can attach 10MB!!!!! I AM SO SLEEP DEPRIEVED! :(:(:(
Friday, October 06, 2006
apparently the cable tv box died on us. according to my mum, it went black last night after giving a loud "pop" sound. and now we cannot watch tv until after Starhub comes and fixes it.
but that will be after someone calls starhub to tell them of our current situation.
and of course that particular someone is still slacking about because she hates calling starhub.
so meanwhile we will just have no tv to watch. heng ah, luckily the wireless box didn't overheat, or else I will just die from boredom without internet.
and anyway,
whee, non-stop slacking until January!
Life seems very good suddenly.
Just in case you want to laugh at me. :)
the colour combi sucks, but bear with it lol.
my name is
waibin
the pathetic girl who has become part of the wall.