Friday, September 29, 2006
* Being very random *
I love Fruits Basket!!!Really funny and very touching. why dont have second season?!?!?!!!!
Boohoo so sad.
yeah haven't been studying! HOW! haha.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Aiyo I am so lazy. Exams come and I end up slacking the whole afternoon online and then taking a nap after that.Other pple see they may think I am having holiday ah.
真是不知好歹。
What I hate most is looking for my notes during exams time. So tiring la. My table has once again in chaos. Very very very very messy I see it and I feel sian.
Tmr is GP paper. :S
Sunday, September 24, 2006
While looking for my notes (I regret being so lazy now) I happen to chance upon this piece of paper between my stuff.
The file's gone (erm I used it to put my other things), flower's gone (oops. I think it met a dreadful fate) but I think this piece of paper is really meaningful and I shall keep it back onto my shelf (ok which is where it came from).
I think I especially like the words from Yifang, very meaningful, thanks.
There are still some things which makes me think it is worth it to join Dance I guess. haha.
On a sidenote,
GAH I HAVEN"T STUDIED CHEM.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
* I MUST STUDY. *
I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study I must study
Maybe if I tell myself more times, it can really happen haha
because right now it isn't working at all.
the whole day...did nothing except listen to Jay's songs and find some of them still acceptable. His old songs are much nicer though. now munching on chips.
aiya so dead so dead la.
what's produtive efficiency and allocative efficiency again???
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Once again I feel that I am such a horrible person. :(Promos are coming, and my physics is crap. I can't do a single thing!
Not that Chem, GP (Horrors), Maths, Econs aren't any much better. But at least they dont make me feel as helpless as doing Physics. Now I have a fear for the subject.
Sigh.
Very good Wai Bin, on top of being horrible, you aren't smart enough to save yourself.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
holidays are over :(or at least, very much over.
I will miss having my mornings at home. I think it feels great waking up when the sun has just risen and then drinking tea and slowly eating my breakfast.
Ok who am I kidding. I wake up much later after the sun has risen, but you get my point.
At least this holiday I have talked more with my mum, played games with my bro, and slacked in a way which I haven't done so in a very long time - 2 months haha. Haven't really talked much with my friends except for on msn though. Nvm, I still enjoyed myself!
You can say that I have no life. Yeah that is really true but I am quite happy with that. So... don't really feel like caring about it.
School starts tmr. Oh no I didn't do any homework or studying AT ALL.
Chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi.
Mr Kiw once said that the boat will naturally be straight when it comes into the "port" (it is not exactly a port, it is a qiao tou!) last time in China, because the "port" is so narrow and the boat can only go in one way. So yeah hope that applies to my homework too. haha
Saturday, September 02, 2006
It suddenly occurred to me that the reason why I love going home is because it is the place where I feel least extra in.Today throughout the whole family tree thing I was feeling so extra. Except for the part when I walked around with Chunying. I feel so out of place everywhere I go. That feeling is rather horrible (or at least to me)
sometimes I think that I need my friends much more than they need me, simply because I have too little friends and I rely on them so much. I know when they say quantity is not important, what's more important is that you have quality friends who will be there for you when you need them. I love my good friends, but I dunno why I have this feeling that they aren't really there for me when I need them. They don't even have time for me since they have so many other friends to talk to, and actually they don't really need to bother about a grumpy, bad-tempered kid who can just suddenly become very quiet and AP.
The problem probably lies with me. :( I don't like socialising or befriending new pple. Or should I say I dunno how to.
feel so lonely at times and I dunno how to help myself. I am too anti-social.
Once again, a big SIGH.
trying to get her out to meet me is harder than climbing a mountain. I only want to sit there and chat for a whole afternoon and catch up with each others' lives lo. Now I feel so stupid for being so insistent. suan le. save my time and sms. even better.