Monday, June 26, 2006
haha I think I just failed GPand I can still go hahaha!
doubt I will still be laughing when results are back though haha.
hmm I flopped my compo really badly. Compre? haha Don't know, but shldn't be anything good too.
don't feel like studying chemistry already.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
lol I can't believe I am still slacking here! I am studying at a really leisurely pace :)only went through one chemistry chapter since 3 pm hahaha.
I hope I can still go hahaha after my GP exam tmr :S :S :S :S :S :S
must retreat back to my sty to attempt some cramming in of chapters. <<---oh no, i keep having sentence structure problems like that, how to pass my gp???
Saturday, June 24, 2006
I better tell myself not to fall asleep while reading notes.today is a sunny day.
I am going to study econs...
and this makes it 5 times harder not to fall asleep. I dunno why, to me econs just has sleep-inducing effects.
Hmm actually I do know why. It is obvious! It is VERY BORING. It is VERY tedious. It is very ________ (you can fill it up yourself). All the pages look the same to me. I hate econs!
I sent Felicia an sms ytd night at 12.30, saying that I had not been studying since 10pm, and that I think I am really digging my own grave and jumping in. Guess what she replied?
"Need a bigger shovel? I can throw you mine. I'm done digging my own grave you see."
hahaaha that is really funny. And we were discussing about meeting each other in heaven (we won't be going hell of course) after dying for exams, and watching animes there too. And I wondered if they have wireless there for me to watch youtube lol. Wanna meet us there Janice?
senseless discussions, but they really entertain you when you are reading sian stuff.
I am looking forward to Thursday 5pm.
oops. I better siam. bye!
Friday, June 23, 2006
Friday already. how how HOWWW?I had this studying session with qianwei whereby I
found that my GC isn't working. (!!!)
found that I dunno those Fsin dither, Fcos dither afterall
found that I didn't know that much about momentum afterall
found that I actually understood the concept about MI and recurrance (but of coz sometimes, just knowing the concept is not enough. I doubt I will know how to do)
found that a precious tennis book (to trina) is actually up for borrowing in the Pasir Ris Library (you know ah, this book only PR and Bukit Merah library got leh. very precious indeed)
found that a small milo at Mac cost 1.95, not 2 bucks.
yeah. I found out so little things that I actually have to include the milo one. haha.
my studies are in a big crisis now. and what am I still doing? Why am I still here?
shall go for lunch now then.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
ahaha oh my it is already wednesday! soon it will be thurs, then friday, then saturday, then sunday, then....AH. I don't even want to think about it.I tried studying last night, but once I got online I couldn't really get off. And I wanted to study from 1-3 am, but I just ended up watching shows haha.
And I attempted studying today. I really tried. But in the middle of the day my bro came into the room to watch Hana Yori Dango on my computer, and I just can't help watching too. And I finished studying functions, only to realise that it might not be tested.
is it tested???? I really dunno. someone enlighten me pls.
now I just came back from dinner, feeling full. And you know when you are full, the only suitable activity anyone can do is to sleep.
sigh.
sometimes I wonder how come I can allow myself to lun2 luo4 to this pathetic state. I am just so unmotivated about everything. I am not concerned about my studies, I don't really care about my aims in life, I am not even doing anything constructive (and have not done any for as long as I can remember).
hmm. I am not very sure if I enjoy slacking. Looks like when you slack too much, you wish to do something more than slacking. At times when I am just stoning there, I will starting questioning the purpose of my entire life. Why am I ever here? What am I doing actually?
sad thing is, I never reach any answers. Come to think of it, my life is just pathetic. haha.
aiyo. suddenly... typing till this point, I realise I don't really know what I am talking about. When I started typing this entry, I didn't mean it to turn out to be written this way too. I am really lousy in expressing myself. Sigh. Watch me fail GP on monday.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
wow this is amazing
an entire hogwarts structure made all out of matchsticks! So nice haha
I am so not into studying mood. :)
haha and I have this feeling that Lao Shi won't be very happy when she knows that I haven't finished the website when school reopens. I can't blame her too, since it has alrady dragged on for half a year (big thanks to DiXuan). Hmm... I still feel like there is something missing in the site that I made...
I had a dream last night. I dreamt that when I woke up and looked at the clock it was already 4 pm, and then my mum started nagging.
Dreams are weird. That dream was so real that when I really woke up, I looked at the clock thrice to make sure that it wasn't 4 pm already.
Er, yeah I realised, that was totally random haha.
I don't want to study! (not that I am, really.)
Saturday, June 17, 2006
* An one-hour Treasure Hunt *
I know I haven't been blogging, but sadly, the reason wasn't because I was studying. I wish I can proudly say that I was, but I wasn't! In fact, I have not started on ANYTHING YET. haha So hardworking me finally decide to start studying today, and I have chosen to embark on this "exciting" (very exciting indeed) journey by starting an island-wide house-wide search for my valuable notes.
I have laid out my stuff in neat piles!
It was so tiring! The pile was so big and you have to look at every single worksheet to see which subject it is. So tedious. I feel so exhausted after doing that.
But the thing is, the notes that I have seemed SO little. So I went to hunt for the precious papers on my computer. Sigh, more notes.
The work was made worse by hidden notes in unnoticeable places.
Now you know why I hate to study, because I really dislike the process before the studying part. I have to spend so much time looking through my stuff! Want to die liao. After this hunt, the only thing I feel like doing is to take a nap haha.
Haha the stupidest thing is that I know this will happen, but I am still too lazy to do anything about my tidiness. Isn't it bad to do things in a way( knowing very well that you will regret in due time) but still doing it all the same.
Friday, June 02, 2006
ooh I like the movie! I think I like watching x-men display their special powers, it is so real, and nice.though that last part about Jean Grey was really abrupt. They should show more stuff with her and wolverine together, then it would be more touching. Nice movie nevertheless.
but what was that short (20 seconds probably) scene after the credits about? Maybe they want to produce a fourth movie soon, since it is bringing in big money.
Went for lunch and walked about with qien and qw. haha quite fun la. It is pretty hard to meet up and I guess I won't see them this holiday again sigh. When we were chatting and laughing, I suddenly realise I miss them a lot. And it is a weird feeling, coz I seldom think like this. And its funny to miss your old life, when days back you thought it was like crap.
The main reason is probably because 一山还有一山高， haha JC life is even crappier. Under comparison, Sec Sch is so nice. :)
Ok. Alright. I should stop looking back to the past.
haha yay I am done with pw for this week. Went out early to pass dinghong the gpp so that he can hand it in.
Now I am about to go out to watch X-men! Its super early...but nvm.
haha.
Now I am about to go out to watch X-men! Its super early...but nvm.
haha.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
haiyoh sian.dinghong smsed me and asked me if I can get on msn to discuss pw. Reluctantly, I switched off my tv and went online. Oh yeah, I also unblocked him. I had to. He wasn't that bad, if he stops his whining ways.
It is pretty dumb when one of your pw members went back to china, and mails sent to her email gets bounced back. You don't even know if she finished her part. (and apparently, we have to do her part if she doesn't get on msn today, which is MOST PROBABLY THE CASE)
2 pw members are at CLIC camp now. And apparently they haven't sent their pw stuff over either, and you wonder if they are ever going to.
PW member 4 (that is me) pretends that everything is fine, but seriously feels like scolding the above three people mentioned.
The last pw member (thank goodness he didn't whine today) asks member 4 if they can burn midnight oil together today so that they can finish the gpp by tmr. No. 4 had to agree (since she sleeps later than 1am anyway) because well, what other choices are there?
once again, pw member 4 wonders the whole point about PROJECT work.
or should I say, she wonders the whole point of having a GROUP.