Wednesday, April 26, 2006
haha I am so dead for maths.3 qns, took hours to do. Dunno what I am doing.
Getting more efficient nowadays. MORE efficient. wah major headache. Must be think too much maths liao.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
10.25pm.I finished GP summary only.
SO efficient haha.
the homework pile has become too big for me to ignore already :(
GP summary, ECONS ESSAY, maths tutorials. blah.
and I think my econs is in big crisis lo. No interest, essay doesn't exist yet
tutorials blank, notes blank, mind also blank.
knew our pw groups today. ought not to complain because I am still in an ok group.
I am feeling sorry for you! Really. The moment I saw the group names, I was like "Wah you are really very suay."
I hate school! and I hate life. Sometimes I look at the suicidal cases and I realised it is not that stupid to commit suicide afterall. It is perfectly understandable why people decide not to live their lives anymore.
Sad thing is, we know we can't commit suicide. And while they can disappear from the world, we can't. We are alive (and jumping), and sadly still trapped in this stupid place.
Really no offence to them though.
hoho I failed my physics test! No surprises, not new to failing. But what makes me worried is that I am feeling nothing. At least last time in secondary school, I will feel SOMETHING. Like the need to work harder next time...But now, I am so indifferent to everything.
Nothing seem important to me now. Hmm I think I need more motivation and aims in my life.
GP summary, ECONS ESSAY, maths tutorials. blah.
and I think my econs is in big crisis lo. No interest, essay doesn't exist yet
tutorials blank, notes blank, mind also blank.
knew our pw groups today. ought not to complain because I am still in an ok group.
I am feeling sorry for you! Really. The moment I saw the group names, I was like "Wah you are really very suay."
I hate school! and I hate life. Sometimes I look at the suicidal cases and I realised it is not that stupid to commit suicide afterall. It is perfectly understandable why people decide not to live their lives anymore.
Sad thing is, we know we can't commit suicide. And while they can disappear from the world, we can't. We are alive (and jumping), and sadly still trapped in this stupid place.
Really no offence to them though.
hoho I failed my physics test! No surprises, not new to failing. But what makes me worried is that I am feeling nothing. At least last time in secondary school, I will feel SOMETHING. Like the need to work harder next time...But now, I am so indifferent to everything.
Nothing seem important to me now. Hmm I think I need more motivation and aims in my life.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
To felicia: Yea Changy is a damn insensitive person. Talking bad about dunman high when his class is nearly half made up of dhs pple? He might want to be A BIT MORE sensitive. for goodness sake, what is his sch? compared to dhs it is like wat la. we are all cleverer than him. Ok FINE, we were all cleverer than him 4 years ago.Having a big headache now.
I think I screwed up my exco interview. Imagine telling them that I think I don't have leadership skills and I don't think I can lead. It is the stupidest thing anyone can say in an exco interview! And when they ask me what object from the library do they think I want to be, you know what I said?
Miss Vidya.
My goodness. Haha damn stupid answer, I noe.
I am furthur convinced that I can't do this sort of interview stuff.
P.I. again. :(
So sorry i'm hijacking your blog again. Bu seriously, what the hell gives anyone the right to say bad things about anyone else. Jingru is such a nice person. And just because her blog states that she is in Chem Soc there is somethng wrong with her?
I tell you, they have a seriously big problem. Hack off their heads man. Sometimes i really hate those idiotic guys in our class.So insensitive and vulgar. Damn damn haha. And they still dare to say that the girls in VJ suck? its no wonder why all of us hate VS guys. They're deprived of humanity man. Signing off, Life Sucks. And so does everyone else.
I tell you, they have a seriously big problem. Hack off their heads man. Sometimes i really hate those idiotic guys in our class.So insensitive and vulgar. Damn damn haha. And they still dare to say that the girls in VJ suck? its no wonder why all of us hate VS guys. They're deprived of humanity man. Signing off, Life Sucks. And so does everyone else.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
I drank tea and ate some food because I thought I can feel more awake. Tea once had a big efffect on me lo. But I fell asleep while studying, because after eating I ended up being too full. apparently fullness won over caffeine, boosted by the boring notes in the battle.Maybe can tell Liu Wen my method, then she wont have insomnia everyday.
My mum came down from her afternoon nap, and saw me sleeping on the sofa. (very comfortable place to sleep lo) and then told me to go in and sleep. haha!
I told her cannot sleep, must study. She said, go sleep first la, study later!
aiya my laziness....yi chuan la.
my notes are in a pretty big mess. They are not complete, or else there's a lot of mistakes lo! and I dunno where are all my
A good display of some indecipherable(is this word form correct?) words. (click to enlarge)
I want to go back to sleep. :(
edit: holland village is showing on tv again. Jamie Yeo has HORRIBLE acting and EVEN MORE HORRIBLE chinese. the way she speaks chinese....really bad. haha
Saturday, April 15, 2006
I finished everything at 2.30 last night. Wah damn tired. I felt yan hua from all the photoshop brushes, fonts, colours, pictures and words.It is time for me to take an afternoon nap now. haha!
Friday, April 14, 2006
OH MAN I AM SO FREAKING SUAY!WHY THE HELL DID I OPEN MY NORTON PROGRAM! IT STUPIDLY CLOSED MY ADOBE DOWNLOAD AND NOW HOW THE HELL CAN I FINISH THE LIBRARY STUFF BY TODAY!
wah lao. WAH LAO! just one more hour and the download complete liao. now i have to start all over again.
I am so angry with myself. Now the download will take another 5 hours to ocmplete and the intenet damn slow. I can't possibly finish tonight la. HOW? feel like crying liao. Im so freaking damn suay. =( and no one else can do the work la.
My life sucks like hell.
Monday, April 10, 2006
today so slack! went out of school at 1.30pm to eat lunch with felicia and evadne. Oh man eating is all we do all day. We are like big big gluttons.I told evadne I am very heavy and that I wished I can be at normal weight.
She asked me what was my definition of normal weight, 90%?
I said no la, 100%, and I am overweight. 1 more kg and I am 120% overweight liao.
She got a big big shock. hahahaha she thought I was 90% heavy only!
haha I am very happy and very sad at the same time. Sad that I am not 90% la.
As I said many many times, long long long time ago, I was underweight. Look where the gluttony side of me got me to.
Hans Strawberry Cake very nice! Recommended by gourmet Bean. and her sister. and her brother. so yummy :P
haha today the class felt so friendly. No, it isn't sarcastic, I meant it. I dunno what went over Jeannie, but she is very nice to us today. I think she is quite a friendly person, but it felt REAL weird that she suddenly came over to talk. Also asked why we don't come class table in the morning. And waved to us to sit below them during Maths Lecture.
It is all rather unnatural haha. But I am appreciative of the effort to mix la. At least she is trying to initiate conversation when she can just heck. So I decide that she is a nice person.
I feel so frustrated by the stupid World Book day =(
Aiyo Holland Village showing on TV. What a ear sore and what an eye sore too. It doesn't make sense at all.
tata! tmr is a happy day! No Lau Lau! No need to do PI! No CT session! No Chem Tutorial! And most importantly no need to explain when you are late heh heh heh! *evil smile*
Saturday, April 08, 2006
aiyo today was so boliao.Woke up so early to school for Meet-the-Parents session when my parents aren't even there!
Lets see what I did:
First I played this game on my hp. Couldn't beat level 2 so I got sian. So I then played this game on Felicia's hp while she played my hp. After playing three games of running the car on the sand (instead of on the track), I got bored of playing and looked around to see what is everyone doing; they are all playing games on their hps.
I decided to take a short nap of 30 min while Felicia played this bobby carrot game on my hp and shun bian helped me to reply my sms. Must catch up on lost sleep you noe, or else bad for my health.
Then I had to wake up because it was just too noisy. I then proceeded to sms on my hp. You'd ask, who did I sms? oh I smsed chunying, who was 2 rows behind me. I smsed evadne, who was one row behind me. And I smsed felicia, who was just sitting BESIDE me. Then the four of us (Shi Jie Tran Feli me) smsed each other. haha so boliao.
One of our conversations (after I woke up from my nap)
Felicia and WaiBin looks behind and saw Fan Fan. WaiBin thought he was sleeping. But then he moved a bit, and she realised he was actually studying econs notes.
Felicia: Wah so hardworking.
Wai Bin: Ya lo. I am so bored.
Felicia: Me too.
Wai Bin: I should have brought my econs notes too.
Felicia: ?!!
Wai Bin: Then maybe I can sleep better!
all in all, I didn't catch a word of what mrs chan was saying.
And I ate so much for lunch. Me and Felicia ended up eating twice of what Shi Jie ate. Coz we were greedy and ordered two bowls of the kuey chup (not the liao4, just one extra bowl of the fen3). Explains why she is so much thinner than me haha. Anyway the kuey chup average only lo, I rather go bedok to eat the kuey chup there.
Me and felicia went bedok library. She went about looking for books. I went to sit down to "read a book". Aiya ok, I ended up taking a nap. hahaha.
I must be mad; I am feeling hungry again! my goodness.
Friday, April 07, 2006
* Felicia Talks about JTS 2 *
Felicia Talks about JTS 2oh my goodness. what a wonderful day it was today. we had such a nice time at tampines swensens
first we waited for FOUR hours for some of our dearest senior class to arrive form school where they were previously throwing people into the air, another modern day expression for cheerleading. then, we had to endure around 2 hours of our classmates company!
oh man, that was like the best time of my life! i enjoyed myself so tremendously that though i was extremely heartbroken to have to leave them soooo early, i was overjoyed that i can still see them tomorrow! on a saturday! its like, we are such close and dependent friends that we have to see each other everyday or else we will 犯相思病. now that would be so uncalled for. our class is like so spirited. i mean, wai bin evadne and i...we ate our food. to the others, its practically like the fork and spoon were levitating of their own accord! because.....*drum roll*....we are invisible! so wonderfully invisible i wonder why no one sat on us. woohoo. i am jumping for joy at the thought of seeing them again tomorrow!. great! then we can pretend to be ghosts again yea?
* WaiBin SHOUTS about JTS *
WaiBin SHOUTS about JTSI FEEL SO PISSED OFF.
AND I DUNNO WHY I AM SO PISSED OFF.
PROBABLY WAS BECAUSE OF THE SUCKY JTS.
oh wait, I should not make it so obvious.
oh no no no, IT DOES NOT SUCK. not even in the slightest bit.
Felicia Talks About JTS
Hi there it me Felicia again hijacking Wai Bin's blog.
This is an important comprehension passage testing your comprehensive skills. You will be required to make certain inferences from the passage. Thus, it is imperative to READ BETWEEN THE LINES. The passage is shown below.
What a WONDERFULLY entertaining day it was to day! We had JTS which stands for junior-treat-senior. Though only half the class turned up, omitting some IRRITATING people, we still had a nice DINNER! It was not a WASTE of TIME as i had thought it would be. AND the MONEY was well spent. I mean, Wai Bin , Evadne and I sat next to the rest of our class and we TALKED about everything under the sun. NOTHING was left unsaid man. I TOTALLY enjoyed it. I had thought I would be BORED, but TOnight left me with the impression that actually my class is seriously quite nice! It would shame me to DEATH to say otherwise. TRAN, SHIJIE and LIU WEN...you all ARE missing out on SO much! LUCKY us, who went and saw the other side of our classmates. Okay, so it was a BLOODY tiring day, but I think that it was rather worth it. HELL, even the first intakers who left for elsewhere came back! WE were so surprised to see them. i THINK they are so different now...after all, haven't seen them in about a month. 06S61 rocks. Don't you dare say it SUCKS.
*end of passage*
HAPPY INFERRING. Quick check: have you READ BETWEEN THE LINES?
Hi there it me Felicia again hijacking Wai Bin's blog.
This is an important comprehension passage testing your comprehensive skills. You will be required to make certain inferences from the passage. Thus, it is imperative to READ BETWEEN THE LINES. The passage is shown below.
What a WONDERFULLY entertaining day it was to day! We had JTS which stands for junior-treat-senior. Though only half the class turned up, omitting some IRRITATING people, we still had a nice DINNER! It was not a WASTE of TIME as i had thought it would be. AND the MONEY was well spent. I mean, Wai Bin , Evadne and I sat next to the rest of our class and we TALKED about everything under the sun. NOTHING was left unsaid man. I TOTALLY enjoyed it. I had thought I would be BORED, but TOnight left me with the impression that actually my class is seriously quite nice! It would shame me to DEATH to say otherwise. TRAN, SHIJIE and LIU WEN...you all ARE missing out on SO much! LUCKY us, who went and saw the other side of our classmates. Okay, so it was a BLOODY tiring day, but I think that it was rather worth it. HELL, even the first intakers who left for elsewhere came back! WE were so surprised to see them. i THINK they are so different now...after all, haven't seen them in about a month. 06S61 rocks. Don't you dare say it SUCKS.
*end of passage*
HAPPY INFERRING. Quick check: have you READ BETWEEN THE LINES?
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
* HIJACKING IN PROGRESS *
hi there...felicia here hijacking wai bin's blog. To all out there, i'm wai bin's friend. Fullstop. heh bored to death with school. SICK AND TIRED of going to school everyday to face the same dreary existence. Why are we even living? That's a question to ponder about. If anyone has got a good answer please do tell me, via Wai bin. aha! I found sth to talk about!Our CLASS. Oh ho. What a wonderfully deceptive name for a bunch of banana eating apes. Oh wait. I did NOT just say apes. Going bananas here you see. Anyway. Back to planet of the apes, VJC 06S61.Ooh lala. We have a class table, in case you didn't know. A class AREA more like it, where it doesn't even BELONG to our class. The seniors sorta just snatched it and decreed that it would be our class table.
OUR class table, can you believe it? Its not as if the class is not divided enough. must they rub it in all the more? Hello? i'd be extremely happy to not be treated as invisible, but instead as a living, breathing thing. Oh well, talk about the Victorian spirit. My entire group is so transparent we're more ghostly than ghosts.Its not that i hate the class. I just cannot stand it being divided so. The people in it are quite nice, but everyone simply sticks to their own CLIQUE. Instead of CO which SHOULD stand for CLASS OUTING, it becomes CLIQUE OUTING INSTEAD. Woohoo. Whoever said that my class doesn't rock? Hey! it SO does man!
It ROCKS soooo much that we STONE everyday.I think we'd be lucky if we didn't get stoned to death more like it.Oh well. Enough ranting. Hijacking time over.See ya peeps.
Monday, April 03, 2006
I dunno why I feel so tired everyday, when I don't even do any work.Maybe you start feeling tired of life when you aren't happy.
Maybe you start feeling tired of life when you wonder the reason of your existence.
I feel as though the world has moved on without me. What on earth am I doing with my life??
When I am really really bored, I wonder who will cry if I just disappear one day. It is quite pathetic when you count and find out that there are probably less than 10. Ho.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
i am going to talk about my lovely class....again, yes.I am really glad that Felicia is in my class. At least I don't have to put on a mask in front of her.
Suddenly things in my class seems so funny lo.
Analysis of 06s61:
The main clique stick to themselves, pretending that their class is really nice because their class is only made up of themselves. Ignores the fact that the others actually exist and are visible and living.
My clique stick to our own and complains everyday (secretly) abt how much the class just sucks.
The other clique just plays bridge everyday. They don't seem to care much about stuff other than their cards, but I get this feeling they don't like the class (right?). Main reason: I can't see why anyone will happen to like the class.
hahaha come to think of it, its really stupid.
I am happy for manjun and priscilla, who got themselves into nice classes. I am secretly happy for terence and phoebe, who also managed to get themselves out of this endless hole.
I feel very sad for myself and all those who are miserable though; we are still stuck here and there is no way out of this shit.
hahaha. boohoohoo. 啼笑皆非