today's PE was pretty bad. Jumping up the stupid steps. They are about as high as my knees??? How to jump la? I have some difficulty just stepping up, and you ask me to jump. Can't blame me if I cheated just a BIT aha.Then ran four rounds. I am sure you don't want to read about me moaning how I feel like dying again. So I shall spare you the agony of my complains.
Every week's PE seem to confirm more that I'm fated to laze about for my whole life.
Tuesday already. Having a lot of fun laughing about silly things in school....I am not too sure if I want Friday to come though. I want to know my school, but I don't want to know that it is not VJ, if u get what I mean? This is so much worse than waiting for Os......
Monday, February 20, 2006
everyone was very nice to me today =D
very sad that the glass cup broke though; i think they put in a lot of effort pouring in coloured sand and blah blah blah.
my class frens are so nice, my family is so nice, all my good frens are so nice too. Recalling back the times when i shouted or flared up at them, cant help feeling bad about it.
thanks for everything!
Thursday, February 16, 2006
biscuits and chocolate doesn't make me feel happier
new frens in my grp are leaving vj =( and then felicia is changing combi =( and then i am left with the scholars pple in that blah class =(
so im feeling =( too.
heh. im showing felicia how to blog lol
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
sigh....everyone scored so well for o levels that I seriously dunno if I can stay in VJ or not. I have a bad feeling that I can't....Coz nearly everyone in the class scored 8 and below and probably hundreds frm other schs who scored 6s and 7s are coming to VJ too. and well, i had to score a nine =(
and even if I stay I wonder if I should change combi. sometimes I feel so stupid coz I really have no mind of my own, I just follow blindly behind others' backs. I am just so dependent on my few good frens that it is ridiculous...I wasted my first three months trying out geog and I know the whole big fat reason behind it was because I wanted someone I know in my class....Trying out Geog just makes me feel even dumber in each class, knowing that everyone knows more than me in that subject. and now three months are going to be up and I think she wants to change combi. And I can't possibly tell her not to change...I mean its her future and everything blah. So I dunno what to take for MYSELF.
Right, it is the "I dunno"again. Even I feel sick of my indecisiveness sometimes. I wish someone will decide for me. Physics or Bio?
Both sucks to me by the way.
oh and lets be cliche...happy valentines' day, though it is a rather meaningless occasion to me. I was telling Felicia that it was probably made up by gift shops hahaha. so that they can earn tonnes of money.
and she told me that it was started by a man in prison long time ago. hmm ok. but it's still as boliao to me leh haha
Monday, February 06, 2006
I just watched the news and it said that O level results are going to be out on Friday. and suddenly I kind of thought back of my answers during O levels, and I can feel the fear crepting on me already.
I am praying that both my maths get A1s, my combined humans pls pls pls let me have an A2, and then hopefully I can make it below 10 pts and stay in VJ. I hope I didn't screw up my combined humans; Sri Lanka and Stalin, I am depending on you for my fate and future!! and I will also need some good grades for my sciences and oh ENGLISH and that's it. Yea that's it.
well, my "that's it" sounds too good to be true.
Seriously that day is gonna be scary. Sitting there and waiting for them to pass down the slips, and then not even daring to open it because you are afraid to see 2 digits there. And then what if pple around me get all emotional and start crying or something??? I am a very poor consoler, I think I will make them feel worse.
and I certainly hope that I am not the one who is going to cry. =(
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Yay I finished my binomial tutorial and am so proud of myself at the moment! coz I found out that it is not THAT hard, just a matter of applying the same formula and stuff. =) or is it that I grew smarter again??? hahaha
sian one weekend just passed by so quickly when you play games the whole day long. I don't feel like going back school again, though I dunno if I can still go back the same school after next week. I hope I can :S it is not exactly that i LOVE VJ, but I dont want to change schools and go through orientation and all those ice-breaking stuff again....if anything, they just make my life more sian than it already is at the moment.
I am reading a book called "Legally Blonde" and it's just SO boring. I dun understand why a book written like that can turn into a hit and become a movie. it seriously makes me wan to go to sleep Zzz
Just in case you want to laugh at me. :)
the colour combi sucks, but bear with it lol.
my name is
waibin
the pathetic girl who has become part of the wall.