went out to eat today. and watched movie. haha as if exams were over.
i kinda feel that i shldnt enjoy. coz i dun deserve to enjoy. tink i flopped my combined humans. and i probably wont score too well. PLS MODERATION COME!
and chinese. SDIGH. u noe my ying yong is only like 1 pg and 4 lines in total??!??!?!?1 to my horror everyone wrote SO MUCH. kiw once said dun need to write too long. seriously hope his advice stand. though i HIGHLY DOUBT IT.
then the compo topic. easy. but i couldnt write a thing. tink it wont stand out coz everyone is writing the same qn!
oh no no no. i desperately need A LOT OF MODERATION.
anyway...... i tink i m so evil and mean. i have no kou de and i like to complain; it must be a pain to talk to me. argh im so fake and pretentious.
Monday, August 22, 2005
argh. prelims this friday.
one two three.....lets go ARGH together.
i really wish i didnt see so many pple carrying revision bks around and looking very prepared already. i have a very bad feeling that they have studied and went thru everything at least once.
HOW!!!!!
im so dead so dead so dead so dead.
ok i have studied a bit of ss. and hist.
i mean A BIT of hist. argh. which is of coz not enuff.
i just cant concentrate. i studied a while and then went to kitchen to get mooncake and tea. studied a little and there i was, rummaging thru the desk drawers and looking at old letters. studied a little and well, im here.
and prelims this friday! tink of fri very scared. my eng is losuy; its like shit. most of the time i dun understand the compre passage. perhaps its bcoz i havent been reading anything other than hp bks.
早知今日，何必当初？
now that made a lot of sense.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
got the syf dvds frm weiting. i cant feeling cheated because, i AM cheated of my money. i mean why would anyone want to buy one BURNED dvd for $15?????
and i wanted to read them off my pc and burn the contents into my pc. i suppose it didnt occur to me that pcs dun read dvds.
argh hate this hetian film productions. cheaters leh. last yr at least is burned vcds, can burn and copy a millions times.
i tink the reason they made the clips into dvds is that they dunwan anyone to burn them. but the ironical thing is that THEY ARE BURNT IN THE FIRST PLACE!
sigh.
studied a bit of ss like maybe 4 chapters? im really dead for prelims. when i told lirao i hvnt really started, she stared at me.
and her eyes were big like teacups. hahahaaha.
ok nvm. tink she was pretty shocked that how come got pple hvnt start.
looked thru the emaths tys. tink is ok; still managable. only thing is that we all noe prelims are nothing like olevels, as qien kindly reminded me.
so i tink to prepare for prelims, perhaps it will be more practical to do HOT qns (higher order of thinking. haha tt is wat they call it in pri sch.)
ok enuff for today.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
sigh.
was in a pretty bad mood this morning. coz was quarrelling with my mum. and i dunno why the quarrel ended up me being very sarcastic abt her caring too much abt my bro and neglecting everyone else. and they not caring abt my studies. or my sch. or my results. or if it mattered, my future. and i was like saying all she cared was telling me abt her market bargains and stuff like that. when she said byebye i acty said "u quickly go home lar, to look after ur precious son!" and walked off.
then i felt kinda bad. ok VERY bad. i mean, i knew there was a kinda big generation gap between us (my mum is like 50-sumting liao) and if i were her i probably be very sad. imagine u put in so much effort in doing housework and stuff and then in the end u get shouted at by ur own daughter.
but sometimes really feel very sian lar. really, all my mum noes what to tell me is "Dont talk on the phone arh" and "study well lar" or telling me how she cooks her fish -.-
maybe i shldnt be complaining again.
seriously the more i tink abt it the more i tink i will flop for Os. i hvnt start revision! and there is simply too much to read. and my foundation is lousy. and my languages are pathetic. and i noe i cant stand long hours of studying. it all comes down to the issue of being hardworking or not.
wish i were born hardworking. haha.
okok. if i really want to talk abt it is my fault. that im such a lazy bum.
as mr kiw said, the ancient chinese are very smart. as they introduced moral values that are even valid today.
which is why believe in "Qin Neng Bu Zhuo". coz it is true!
argh time is passing too fast to my liking. sss. sian sian sian.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
ARGH
i totally flopped my oral!
the ten min of preparation was up b4 i knew it. i hvnt even finish tinking! so i went up there and read the stupid passage. the passage was very irritating. i mean, they came up with a stupid suname called Polanski. and then there are so many "both" and "their". very tricky. (or at least to me) and when i read it out it doesn sound right. and it doesnt feel right too.
the pic was crap. got 2 couples. tink they r in a cooking comp. and i actually said that the chinese couple was [ probably cooking "Fried Lobster with Onion" ]
...
and i said something like it is a competition between chinese cuisine and eurasian cuisine.
...
and i was like "wat a fierce battle!"
... dots dots dots.
and when the tcher ask me to tok abt the tallest man. i had a hard time figuring out who. so i asked her, r u referring to this man?
how stupid can one get.
pic was bad. but conversation was worse!
they asked me wat job i can take up if there is one month of holiday.
so i thot of huijun and i said salesgirl. which was dumb. coz i knew i wouldnt. and then i was saying perhaps i shld go giordano to work and added "Giordano, u know? that shop that sells clothes??"
argh argh argh.
the last qn was really the worst!
"Do you think ridding prizes is impt in competitions??"
and i was like "erm sorry, do you think wat is impt?"
and she repeated VERY SLOWLY
"Do u tink reading prizes is impt in competitions?"
still i didnt catch her! i heard it as reading! so im like huh? but i didnt ask her again. so i was like trying to figure out wat she is saying.
while the 2 tchers looked at me. one was smiling. the other was FROWNING.
so i thot they will prompt me.
but after 30 secs or so THEY DIDNT.
so i had to reask "erm can u repeat the qn again?"
turns out that the qn is "Do u tink WINNING prizes is impt"
i mean, really. how dumb can one be. not to mention i was looking down at the paper and i accidentally kicked the table!
and i was rather aware that i didnt get distinction for chinese oral. argh feel so angry. ok mayb not angry more like disappointment. i mean i hv been speaking the lang all my life. not much dialect not much eng mostly chinese.
i have always thought HOW COME I DIDNT GET A DIST. WHEN SO MANY PPLE GOT IT!
i wonder if it was
1) my hair (which was the usual mess)
2) the way i fumbled with my ezlink card bcoz i stupidly kept it into my pocket!)
3) the way i answered one of her qns with "no", thinking that she was only asking me a casual qn (ok how stupid can i get but the qn was like "do u do housework, but in chinese so i said no, which is the truth)
4) or is it the frantic way in which i was speaking. i guess coherence is very impt.
so i must NOT repeat these stupid mistakes again.
as miss yee said reading the passage muz be fluent, picture is dunno clarity or coherence or dunno-wat, and conversation is crapping.
erm ok no. i tink one of it is eye contact or wat lar.
. . .
ok well i just realised i dunno wat are the criteria.
sigh.
was trying to dl adobe.
was very happy u noe, coz it was like dl-ing at a speed of 50 kb per s! so it was like 50% dled in like 1/2 hr. (the file was 170 MB i tink)
and then the pc has to shut itself down at that moment! argh argh argh.
now the original version i wanted isnt there to dl anymore and this dl is like super slow!
infuriating.
ok bye.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
wat a sian day.
at least im a bit more productive today. managed to finish some physics assignments! for the whole of 2 yrs i proudly say this is the first time i completed two on my own!
look at how much i hate the subject.
did some maths today. completed the mock test! but i suspect my last 2 qns are totally wrong. dunno how to do. and i did 8 qns of functions and 3 qns of quadratic eqs in tys.
very productive.
hahaha.
hope there is something nice to eat tmr.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
yay im slacking at home right now.
felicia said there is bio test on fri! mdm sim didnt even tell us.
sian. i have ran out of things to say.
huang yi da is a pretty lousy singer. really. i dunno how he produced 2 albums. and how cum pple even like him lor. (he is quite popular in taiwan! i wonder how, i wonder why)
sigh.
my yan3 bi2 have been twitching like mad. they say zuo3 ji2 you4 xiong1 (left= lucky, right= bad omen) but both my eyelids have been twitching. when i put my finger there i can feel that thing move hahaha.
shld i study bio? or ss? or hist? all are boring. or shld i study erm...food? haha and maybe decide wat's for my tea. i shall go look for some chocolate in the fridge.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
juz came bac from feasting! hahaha. and i also feasted ytd. oho. wat i like abt my family is that we are all greedy pigs.
the place was some coffe shop stall which sells seafood. wah so many pple! we waited for like 45 min for the food. love the cornflake prawns and the crab mi fen! very yummyyy. but the whole place was like so noisy. and the workers ran here and there and carried food around. kids were running around too. pretty chaotic.
went to cut my hair today. it only took like 10 min. and if possible i look more spastic than ever. =(
now maybe i can really pass off as a sec1. as my mum says i can pretend to be a pri sch kid since im short enuff anyway.
i rolled my eyes at her. haha
hahaha juz now my mum ask me if i wan to go out (to eat of coz) tmr.
so i said maybe i shld stay at home and study. though i noe that is probably not gg to happen.
and do u noe wat she said? she said "aiyah go tmr lar, u still have tues and wed to study mah."
hahaha. now u noe why im so lazy.
Monday, August 01, 2005
oh my god im really eating too much.
ate breakfast, at recess, lunch, dinner, titbits and now SUPPER! 5 meals. going to develop arteriosclerosis soon haha. so greedy!
chunying was a little disgusted abt my eating habits.
and i still hvnt finish kiw's compo! and has no intentions of doing it. haha
Just in case you want to laugh at me. :)
the colour combi sucks, but bear with it lol.
my name is
waibin
the pathetic girl who has become part of the wall.