Wednesday, June 29, 2005
watched superstar on channel u. hohoho that sebastian failed his singing part!! haha i hate him leh he is such an idiot? and keep saying he very gd looking or sumting -.-' and his mum was like saying that SOME girls ACTY chased him to the tampines interchange which is likeDOTS DOTS DOTS.
but yay! he failed his singing part. haha i hope he gets eliminated!
argh and i dint carry out studying plan as usual. ended up watching tv and going to downtown east to get large fries. my goodness.
Monday, June 27, 2005
today was a tiring day. woke up so early and i felt like i hvnt slept. i was wishing that time turns back and that i dun hv to wake up or sumting haha.on the bus was feeling sian. was very hot. felt very tired but i couldnt get to sleep. so was like stuck halfway in between? and the bus was noisy. keep hearing this voice which was like so loud and shouting and laughing and i suspect it is one of the silly sec2 girls making a din.
first lesson was hist. not too bad. didnt do the hw but apparently i was not alone. then after that was ss. and im like more sian. coz was feeling very sleepy and i knew i will sleep. and i did. haha. ngan ching woke me up for so many times but i juz kept nodding off. and after the lesson i realised all i did was smudge my pen ink all the over and wrote some unreadable words, making the notes look like some dirty piece of paper.
after that the lessons were fine. i felt the most awake in miss yee's lesson. haha she does wonders to my life. felt very guilty in miss goh's lesson. she was like asking who did not revise anything for the hol. and i didnt even raise up my hand? (i was recalling my teeny revision of 2 chaps of bio and 1 chap of chem)
den came home. and i ate a lot of food as usual. and I WENT TO SLEEP. omg. wat a pig. hahahaa. yah end of first day of school. felt very tired. yawn~
i hate future wednesdays; they are still as long as ever. =(
Sunday, June 26, 2005
hmm last day of holiday.ytd was stupid. not the concert. concert was ok. i mean i was feeling rather stupid. =S
anyway.
i often wondered HOW COME holidays passed so quickly while those sch lessons are endless and goes on like FOREVER.
every last day of hol, i will reflect upon what i have done for the entire month. and reached a conclusion - i have done nothing to my life.
but SURPRISINGLY i finished miss yee's stuff. it is the only subject that i finished everything! wow miss yee did wonders to my life. hahaha
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sian. i feel sian.
i dunno why, in the middle of the day i will suddenly sink into my sudden mood of depression. =(
Thursday, June 23, 2005
today was tiring. woke up at 9! then went library for my 340th attempt at hw. ended up in a daze and wishing that time passes fast enuff to have lunch. ajisen tastes...erm not very nice. honestly i cant taste the double layer the noodle is supposed to have. and the noodle taste like yellow mee (i hate that noodle the most) and the soup is very salty and u juz get so sick of the taste....and ..yah i would prefer mos burger.then went dance. was very sunny. argh i feel very sad for weiting. sigh sigh. watched syf dvds. hahahahaha coz they played the dance from east view (erm...they got COP) and i just cant helped it i kept laughing and laughing until i cry. it was hilarious! hahahaha including a funny song and very funny moves and a funny main dancer.
argh im feeling sick now. maybe too much sun today. going out again tmr. and sat. and sun. argh feeling exhausted. =( i miss slacking.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
i realised how slowly time passes when u wake up early. i feel like i have slacked an eternity....when it is only 6 pm! hohoho that makes me happy.
hoho. gd thing is i finished 2.5 comprehensions~!
bad thing is i have 2 compos 1 news cutting 2 functional writings to do.
and a lot a lot a lot a lot more exam papers.
argh im struck by the avalanche of homework! help!
argh im cant breathe im suffocatingggg! struggling for air! choking and dying!
ugggghhh im dead =S.
when i ask chunying to tell me the truth and that whether she is finishing her homework she SAID YES~ which is like =O . i nv even planned to finish them.
ok for gdness sake i dun even tink anyone can finish that whole big stack and study! but i suppose a lazy student tinks differently from a hardworking one. and unfrotunately im the lazy one. =(
Sunday, June 19, 2005
stupid norton. error error error again. IRRITATING.so i went to their link. and followed roughly 3 whole pages of instructions. and restart the pc like a zillion times.
and ta-da. now i can use it again. betta not give me anymore errors.
keep seeing a lot of ants and moths around. the ants' bad situation have reached an all-time high. they crawled (and still around) onto my shelf, keyboard, and SPEAKERS. =S
feeling very tired now..after the torture pc give me. nitezzzZ
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
yah yah i really ate oatmeal for lunch ytd.and put in so much sweetened milk until it doesnt taste like oatmeal anymore.
and also a couple of other stuff which includes....eh...say icecream? and zinger? and french toast for supper?
argh my leg hurts more than ever. remind me NOT TO EVER SKIP IN MY LIFE.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
scv is nice!anyway i have decided to cut down a bit of food....then maybe i can cut some kilos and return back to my ONCE underweight status wahhahaha.
attempted to do some skipping ytd. with my primary school skipping rope. oh well it was still long enough for me. and argh it was so tiring. and i was complaining all the way. so i gave up after 15 min. -.-' so much for exercising. and i nearly tripped when i got out of bed coz my muscles so pain. cant even walk properly. guess it is the consequence of not exercising. so i better not skip anymore to save my life. hahaha
very hungry now. maybe i shld go and eat the oatwheat thingy (mai4 pian4). boohooo. dieting is sad. but for the sake of health i shall not give up! shall tie the bisheng towel around my forehead hahaha
ok nvm. making my own jokes but guess it is not funny lar. bye =)
Sunday, June 12, 2005
YAY! i can finally stop watching channel 8 rubbish abt lame family matters (tong xin yuan which is a super noisy show coz they juz quarrel everyday) and even lamer ghost dramas(say the so-called "creative" zero to hero~)!from now on it will be all hongkong shows and taiwan entertainment hohoohohohoho! thanks to scv! wahaha
Monday, June 06, 2005
im starting to think that my family is weird.apart from the fact the whole house looks like a rubbish dump, my mum is weird. my bro is weird. no wonder im weird too.
hoho.
i shall go back to reading fanfic and disappear into my own world. bye.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
it really occurred to me that i have very serious social problems.like i mean i can really dun exist at all and pple wont notice.
and the idea of being good-for-nothing is really depressing.
im so lazy until i shld go and die. i dunno how to socialise. i dun have any leadership. i dunno any skills. i dun have any talents. i have no good points. i have no aims in life. im rubbish at consoling. blah. the list is endless.
and it feels like shit when you know your friends are like so much better than you in every aspect and you are really weird and totally cant mix. have you ever heard of pple who liked to stay and hide at home?
sometimes i feel so empty and helpless i dunno what to do.
maybe go and take a nap.
sigh.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
ok maybe im reaccting a little too much.hahahhaa
OH MY GOD SOMETHING SCARY HAS HAPPENEDDDDD
u noe i have been seeing these big butterflies (really really gigantic butterfly, black in colour, oh my god they are as big as my aplm ok!) and i saw 2 outside my neighbour's house and i was like so terrified coz they are like flying around me ok. and den got another instance i saw this big butterfly all black same species FLYING IN MY HOUSE and my mum chased it away.
i was so terrified of them coz my sis says if it is a black moth den it is a bad omen. but never will i thot it will be more eew than that!
oh my god.
after coming home from feasting (from changi village) i saw that the 2 pots of pathetic plants were growing very tall outside my house. i was quite suprised at how fasst the plant is growing coz i mean my dad were taking care of them and blah blah. den he went china for dunno what and no one has been taking care of them.
den i noticed THE LEAVES WERE ALL GONE. u noe all bitten off. den im like asking my siblings aiyo why all the leaves bitten. and im like "eh wah hu ate all the leaves" coz can see the bitten parts.
and THEN my sister SAW THESE GIGANTIC CATERPILLER (S) [there were like 2 big fat caterpillaries] and im like screaming! im so digusted! THEY ARE SO GREEN AND FAT AND THEY ARE MOVING AND U CAN REALLY SEE THE PARTS HEADS AND LEGS AND THEY ARE SO WELL CAMOUFLAGED AGAINST THE LEAVES!
and there are some motionles black ones under some of the leaves oh my god they are gigantic! they are like stuck to the leaf OH MY GOD.....I SUSPECT THEY ARE COCOONS....im so scared lor...im like "eww eww eww ewww ewwwwwwwwww" all the way.
we called my mum and she like dun believe. so she came down and my mum saw it and was "ek ek ek ek..." and she cut off the leaf with the fat chong and threw it down. den there are really so many so she cut off the top part of the plant and threw it all away. BUT IM LIKE SO DIGUESTED AND SCARED. i suspect the ultra big buterflies were from my house lor. oh my goodness i dunno when they came and HOW but it is so disgusting .
EWWW EWW EWWWW
i know im all hysterical but u dunno how er xin it is! oh my god. poor plant. my dad wil lbe so sad myb when he came bac. and there are bits of black stuff around the floor and we suspect it is shit from the caterpillars! oh my god it is so yucks lor. update later with pictures.
i cant get away from my shock. im so grossed out.
this is the big fat caterpillar!
this looks like it is a cocoon =S (ok edited: i tink it might be shed skin. haha watever)
and my plant reduced to so short and small...yah i noe i noe. the other pot looks like a big pot of dunno wat lar. yup it is guan yin plant and weeds by the way
u noe i have been seeing these big butterflies (really really gigantic butterfly, black in colour, oh my god they are as big as my aplm ok!) and i saw 2 outside my neighbour's house and i was like so terrified coz they are like flying around me ok. and den got another instance i saw this big butterfly all black same species FLYING IN MY HOUSE and my mum chased it away.
i was so terrified of them coz my sis says if it is a black moth den it is a bad omen. but never will i thot it will be more eew than that!
oh my god.
after coming home from feasting (from changi village) i saw that the 2 pots of pathetic plants were growing very tall outside my house. i was quite suprised at how fasst the plant is growing coz i mean my dad were taking care of them and blah blah. den he went china for dunno what and no one has been taking care of them.
den i noticed THE LEAVES WERE ALL GONE. u noe all bitten off. den im like asking my siblings aiyo why all the leaves bitten. and im like "eh wah hu ate all the leaves" coz can see the bitten parts.
and THEN my sister SAW THESE GIGANTIC CATERPILLER (S) [there were like 2 big fat caterpillaries] and im like screaming! im so digusted! THEY ARE SO GREEN AND FAT AND THEY ARE MOVING AND U CAN REALLY SEE THE PARTS HEADS AND LEGS AND THEY ARE SO WELL CAMOUFLAGED AGAINST THE LEAVES!
and there are some motionles black ones under some of the leaves oh my god they are gigantic! they are like stuck to the leaf OH MY GOD.....I SUSPECT THEY ARE COCOONS....im so scared lor...im like "eww eww eww ewww ewwwwwwwwww" all the way.
we called my mum and she like dun believe. so she came down and my mum saw it and was "ek ek ek ek..." and she cut off the leaf with the fat chong and threw it down. den there are really so many so she cut off the top part of the plant and threw it all away. BUT IM LIKE SO DIGUESTED AND SCARED. i suspect the ultra big buterflies were from my house lor. oh my goodness i dunno when they came and HOW but it is so disgusting .
EWWW EWW EWWWW
i know im all hysterical but u dunno how er xin it is! oh my god. poor plant. my dad wil lbe so sad myb when he came bac. and there are bits of black stuff around the floor and we suspect it is shit from the caterpillars! oh my god it is so yucks lor. update later with pictures.
i cant get away from my shock. im so grossed out.
this is the big fat caterpillar!
this looks like it is a cocoon =S (ok edited: i tink it might be shed skin. haha watever)
and my plant reduced to so short and small...yah i noe i noe. the other pot looks like a big pot of dunno wat lar. yup it is guan yin plant and weeds by the way