todae was ok day...my mum bought delifrance bac...but sumhow it was chao da or sumting aniwae i hv to walk to white sands to complain and change it...so dropped by library ....den argh no more animal farm available. so i went to look for some penguin series classics [as recommended by felicia]. i looked for charles dickens and to my horror some bleak house bk n david copperfield is abt 800 pages long. i thot i might tu xie. laz yr i tried reading a tale of two cities by him, also penguin series, and i onli reached pg 20 by totally giving up coz 1. i dun understand the language 2. i dunno wat is going on 3. juz pure laziness haha.
n no luck wif oliver twist cant find. saw a very thin bk by dickens too....but argh it is unfinished by him which is y it is so short...so i dint borrow anithng.
den yay haha my mum helped mi find the crucible...by looking in big cardboard boxes n dust....luckily onli 100-sumting pages....thank gdness....but it is a play n read liao 30 pages so far so gd...still understanding...but im like looking at the summary of the bk...to erm help mi understand betta mah haha i tink i hv veri poor understanding of things.....
n hey i changed my layout...to one of qien's....sumhow dunno y dun hv her designer link there....hmmm....argh i cant use my own layouts coz they r running out since the stupid photoshop expired =[ but i like this layout anyway so nicee....but i tink i sorta ruined it coz of the tagboard and moving things around. argh heck lar. qien wont mind rite...
heard sumwhere that nex hp bk might b out around nex yr june ...woohoo...my hp fanatic spirit is bac...=D
Sunday, November 28, 2004
todae is SUN nite...nothing to do all day....shuling called mi this morning to ask mi if i wanna go 6.1 outing tmr....hmm but she nv call bac to confirm time...so being so bo chap i oso dint call her bac..oh my im so ap.
den going out on fri..wif qien n qianwei =] can c them quite happy...hoho. ohno november is cuming to an end n i hvnt even finish any homework. dead. i seriously dun feel like going bac to sch ANYMORE. sigh. n hving a test rite in the first wk doesnt make anithing betta. i bet those tchers will nag everyday abt O' s.
life is sian man. even cuming online is sian. mayb i shall keep away from this stupid pc.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
hey im bac from wenyiying...haha i tink it is quite fun lar....except for the sad fact that peixin dint cum for all days n darren disappeared for the third....den the item was ok....haha thanks to jason....acty he not as bad as i thot lar....yepp but they forgot to bring the handphone n umbrella so i dunno...kind of luan...den karaoke was ok....jingjing won...i tink the amazing race thingy was fun....if it dint rain...keep on raining n raining and was like so cold....
n the camp is over liao.....so fast...i lazy to blog abt it....too longwinded....but it was fun...i like my grp...though veri little pple but we are great =]]...got pple like fengyi[who is veri enthu and fun and nice one] meixian[who is so cutee] caiyilin and jason[who is ok lar, nice enuff to act tt yoyoyo part haha n looks quite funni doing tt hand thingy..] and com members like janice and irene [wah veri veri nice n fun pple]...
went mac after the camp wif qw, qien, chengmeng....argh the mac pple seriously hv some problem lor....den qianwei was saying when she was little she likes to watch tv and shake here shake there n dance hahaha she is so funni...yepp enuff abt blogging lar...haha qw is so CUTE =]
aniwae....quite sad coz time moves so fast....last yr of wyy liao....n hlaf a yr more of cca den gdbye liao...i cant believe but i tink i will miss the huo dongs n juniors n frens n everyone else...boohoo
oh my god...wat is wrong wif my pc...juz now i pressed backspace and suddenly...just suddenly the whole screen went black. siao. crazy. my pc has again reached a higher level of madness. haha. siao one arh. orh bb
Friday, November 19, 2004
ok im so badtempered. n we r not meeting tmr since onli 3 out of my grp-which-now-pathetically-small can make it. n i sorta calm down abit.
anyway watched SI juz now...olinda's out...not realli surprised coz i mean tt sylvester juz had so many fans....but i still hope he doesnt win though....those fans at the live show are MAD. screaming n screaming like crazy...haha like siao one leh...n tt facial expression when sly got it...they juz went hysterical....funni to watch them...
argh i dunwan wyy to cum
wah lao wah lao
grr im so damn angry....abt my wenyiying grp lor....stupid todae i so early wake up...go bedok mrt, expecting abt 6 pple at leats to turn up.....den leh...den lltr turn out to b onli 3 pathetic pple, namely mi, peixin n meixian...
n tt stupid cai yiling....name so nice person so ap man....she hor got tution AGAIN...well she has tuition everytime we wan to meet....got tuition oso dun call mi to tell mi so AP LAR. den tt yulin oso cant cum jason oso cant cum, darren cant contact, fengyi cant cum....im so angry liao.ok den went meixian's house not so bad...at least the three of us r nice pple...den we r so efficient we did a nice flag...haha n her sis is so cute...still veri small one...den ok started to do the item but then peixin nids to go home liao...so hvnt prac anithing much....ok so i decided to go home too n start asking them Y ON EARTH THEY DINT CUM
fine. go home liao rite i called tt caiyilin, dun pick up. fengyi n darren too. den i called yulin. she gave mi a pained voice like so wei qu. den say she tmr MOVING HOUSE. wat shit. ok den i say ''but we hvnt done much n nid to meet'' den....grrr....she told mi...THAT SHE IS GOING TO MALAYSIA DURING WENYIYING. wahlao y hor she dun say earlier rite....den mayb i can hv betta pple in my grp lor.
ok then i called jason. u noe wat happened...tt stupid pig not at home went grandpa's house. nvm....his dad SAID THAT HE IS GOING TO STAY THERE FOR ABT 2 WEEKS...............OK NOW U TELL MI WAT SHIT IS TIS.....den his dad oso say nv receive any consent form. wahlao....den my grp onli got 6 pple which is like pathetic.,.....coz tt xiaohua oso going to china n dint tell those com pple.....i mean if u going to overseas rite...tell them rite....den at least i can have better n less ap pple in my grp.
wah lao grrr im going to fa feng liao. den our grp dunno how liao.....can go n die n zhuang qiang
Thursday, November 18, 2004
hey hey hey the s'pore idol spectacular 7 is up on the starhub page....go watch daphne haha....n listen to how she sings tt chinese song ...
den u will noe how nan ting it is...ok tt is so mean...=D
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
juz finished ren wo ao you....oh my god my tv broke down...the sound disappeared....came on for abt 1 sec den no sound again....grr so was like reading the subtitles...den the ending....aiya like not ending like tt...tt qi yu wu dao di choose hu lor...so dumb...another brilliant schemes of channel 8 to earn money...argh at first wan to watch the guess show....now how to watch....boohooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
todae went jack's place to eat the students meal...veri cheap onli 7.50...went wif qien at pp...im like so stupid...coz the place is like go down the stairs got shops on left n right...den we were supposed to meet at mph...den i walk down the stairs....look at the shops on the right n juz walked down...walk one big round...cant find...started to panic...then ltr found out that mph was acty the first shop but on the left side...-.-'
bought a present for someone...haha the soft toy looks quite dumb..
jack's place ok lar not bad quite nice to eat...yum....den veri funni....i dunno wat was qien doing...coz they gave us two cups, one plain water one coke....den she finished the drink n den she stacked up the cups...den to her horror she cant get them to separate...den she used a lot of strength to take it out...den got some waiter carry the dessert here...den qien was like putting the cup down n den...one of the cup broke..haha they were like so stunned n stared at the cup for so long... she n the waiter were like opening their mouths and in shock hahaha tt guy was like so surprised and his face so funni..
sit 12 home...until i wan to tu...the trip so longn bumpy...yepp i kinda finish tinking of camp's item..yay..den helping my sis print things..sian...wat a long entry...bb
Monday, November 15, 2004
rotten day...
watched some channel 8 concert show on tv...saw jay...n yanzi...n xin yue tuan who sang like they r mad n screaming away....n 5566 wif onli one song..i suspect channel 8 cut them off...dunno wat is wrong wif channel 8 man...n to tink chnl u n 8 are going to merge...argh argh argh im hate channel 8...
juz now scalded my hand wif the instant noodles soup...i was like taking the bowl out n was abt to put it on the table when the soup juz dunno-y spilled over the side n scalded my hand...nearly dropped the bowl...now it feels like it is burning..boohoo wat a rotten day.
todae feels like forever. feels so long. feels so sian.
my mouse...keep on disconnecting n connecting itself to the pc...as in one moment it can work the nex it doesnt...juz crazy...
wat a sian day...
Sunday, November 14, 2004
hmm these few days...everyday wake up at abt 12...eat lunch, pc, dinner, tv, den SUPPER...haha i suppose the things i hv achieved these hols so far is half a bk of chao xie [oh my still got so much] n gain a few kg...nex wk camp liao...how...i oso dunno...
life is getting boring...though i like slacking n lying on the sofa...n lazing around...
oh yah saw the star awards on newspapers....i tink it is super lame...n tt xi lin men...acty ru wei so many awards when i tink it is a typical boring stupid show by mediacorp...n all those shows...like so lousy n everything....den the zhu chi ren thing...all so lan n where is the competition....tt sharon ou is ok lar...but then she is rep the stupid show on petrol stations one...i mean wat rubbish....i tink the star award is such a lan show it is not even worth watching...i give it 1.5 star out of 5...hmm yah feel betta after toking crap....bb
Thursday, November 11, 2004
had camp grp meeting todae....onli 5 pple turn up n 2 com mem....quite pathetic lar....den went meixian's house...did the identities....quite nice....but some flopped...nvm give them to jason or sumting lar haha...anyway we kinda finished our dance....as in has all the steps....but im quite worried....coz like other pple like those hu dint cum dun even noe anithing at all...n den sat not free nex wk oso not veri free so dunno how liao.....anyway janice n irene thanks hor....for helping out...=D
went s'pore idol...argh argh argh tt daphne sing like dunno-wat-shit....esp tt penny dai's song....so NAN TING...super super nan ting....n tt sylvester...wish he dnt sing jay's song...n tt ken...say wat he speaks more clearly den jay...i mean wat rubbish rite...as if tt means tt he is betta or wat....singing like tt is jay's style mah....n i dun c wat is wrong wif tt...ken toks like it is some crime...hmph.
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
haha nice day todae....after dance prac qianwei went my house...coz she nids to use my pc....yep...n she was trying to choreograph some dance ...hahaha ok tt was mean but she was realli veri funni....
oh yah qien i acty managed to dl 'i promise' hoho..
lent the ai ni cd frm qw....argh the mtv is quite funni - in the bad way....quite dumb....n i dun like the cd coz cant copy...n the automatic player they hv in the cd cant work on my pc...hmm...
Sunday, November 07, 2004
hoho wow im so hardworking...i finished 14 pages of chaoxie ytd....wow wow wow and it is the purple colour one not the red one coz lushaomei so mafan asked us to do tt one...anyway i feel so accomplished...
argh i cant reach tt xiaohua n jiesheng den cant even tell them abt the meeting thingy...sigh
todae went queenstown to eat...got lobster...nicee i like it wif salad...den my grandparents said i grew fatter =[ den went some place to buy winter clothings...so ex....den sat on this bus all the way to suntec... the bus was like so stuffy and hot worse than the weather outside...until i feel so sick....drank coffeebean there....i like the whipped cream on their ice blended...haha and n the cheesecake's yummy....went carrefour bought food [again...no wonder we are all short and fat]....slacking days are fun =D
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
hoho im sick todae...den i just told yifang i cant go dance...den she agreed....but i dunno...secretly im like so glad n happi n relieved that i dun hv to go to that hell.
well i suppose i dint expect to be this sick...i tink i sneezed abt 30 to 40 todae...the moment i woke i just keep sneezing nonstop for abt 20 times...until my eyes water so much....the tears just erm...spring out [i cant tink of a betta word] of my eyes...uhhuh....den veri sore throat...hmm...is this retribution..
dunno how wls will react...but since im so insignificant to her i dun tink it will make a diff lar. wish im sick everyday n dun hv to go dance liao.....haha..was reading this bk of some series...haha veri funni story plot...dun tink it will help in my english and yah lar quite childish but i like it anyway so heck. erm to ignatius if u r reading--where is the world did u DISAPPEAR TO..haha im seriously bored...n now feeling so guilty for not going dance...sigh.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
i dunno wat i shld feel. all i noe is dance sucks....for shorties like me.....suck like hell...im totally angry, or mayb disappointed, and lost in tt shit cca.........wahlaoooo i realli was like an extra todae...n my part in syf was like...so small.....i dint even hv one complete set of dance moves u noe.......i mean it is already my last yr liao....n u choose pple like sec1s [still not so bad] and prcs hu dun even wan to dance or even try to lor........wat shit is this..........i feel so disappointed ok....i realli realli realli wish i can dance more lor........i mena now i had lesser parts than pple like hanzhen....or prcs if tt matter....or shld i say juz everyone.....i realli feel veri sad abt it.......i tink i hv the least parts in the dance........juz bcoz of wat.......my height? or wat...or m i juz so lan tt u cant put mi in for more parts.....i mean if realli compare mayb im not as gd as weiting or sec1s but surely not prcs? my jibengong is betta than them...n i had danced more dances than them...n i tink i can do better than them....mayb this is making me sound like a loser.....but i cant help but think tt........
wahlao wahlao im so pissed off......n im so sad.......i feel like crying......m i realli tt lan in dance lor........i mean these days i realli on the verge on breaking down liao. tt mental torture and sadness dance brought me is like......so overwhelming that i wanted to cry so much........juz so left out of everything. noone toks to me....den wat i am doing now is not even counted as dancing...n todae is the worst....
does 5cm realli make such a big diff....that u can use joy n not mi...
qien u quit liao....at least u had value in dance u noe.....not like mi..im juz some crap in dance hu has no direction n no place n no purpose.......honestly i wish i had more parts in dance. i wish i werent short. i wish i werent fat. i wish i could have danced in the syf as much as pple like weiting or sumting.
den tmr i hv to go thru tt again. i dunno how m i going to last the whole. mayb at the end i might juz walk out on wls at this rate. i cant take this crap anymore. y is my life like SHIT
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