argh im so so scared of tt stupid chinese o levels........if i dun get an a1 i tink i will hv to go n zhuang qiang...but chances are quite little....argh dunno how to finish so much things....so much so much to study...boohoo....n on tues going to feel like *big fat burdens* and useless pple there again...grrr tink of it i hate her man.......as if we wan to stay there n look at her nice face....all thanks to that stupid fat woman. and the short-pple blood tt flows in the family. argh argh argh crap crap crap
Thursday, October 28, 2004
HEY IM BAC...
hoho my pc can switch on liao though for some reason i still cant use the shift key =[ but at least can use...
argh to my horror i seem to b the onli one hu hvnt started on chinese leh...how how how...n im still here playing..
mr tan is retiring...sad..todae was boring...fell asleep in chinese and was cauht by lu shao mei..den she asked mi to move in frnt...honestly it is juz plain wuliao and sian. played..ok gambled lar..in klass fora while...argh keep losing money...our klass kinda bcum gambling den liao...but noone is caring...even mingqiu was studying[oh my... siao] ...den had physics klass after sch...nearly slept again...dunno y im like tt...sleep in klass everyday...tmr is last day of sch....but i started on chinese though..im such a lazy bum..
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
hmm long time b4 i cum onlie...coz the most mo ming qi miao thing happened....i unno wat did my dad do...he managed to press the button which u use to switch on the pc all the way in and the it is stuck there...so woohoo i cant use the pc coz i cant even switch it on....using my sis pc now...aergh i dun like laptops anyway....hope the repairman fix it tmr...
anyway hvnt even start studying for cl...haha todae caught by ms pear for playing cards...den she confiscated chunying's poker cards and we all wrote down our names...:( okok i noe i zhui you ying de lar...but playing tt cards quite fun n can oso da fa time...so ...no use crying over spilled milk...bye i hope to regain use of my pc tmr coz i cant type wif the laptop haha...bb
Sunday, October 24, 2004
im so mean im so mean im so mean
argh im so mean. to my bro. to qien. to felicia. to chunying. to siying. to my mum. to my dad. to cs pple. to practically everyone i noe. wat is wrong wif me.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
ok i sounded like a spoilt brat.
im so sorri. to *u.
but i wish i dun hv to go on alone though...but nvm lar...dun take it to heart...
n i do not tink giving up some things for the sake of others is being a chicken or sumting. i tink it is a clever choice....so dun worri abt tt...pple like tt juz dun understand..
雨不断的下
垂击着我的心
你却告诉我
你无法陪我走完这条路
要放弃要离开
天下无不散之筵席
雨没有不停止的一天
希望离开的你
像雨后的彩虹
一般绚丽夺目
希望雨过天晴后
能看见你脸上的一丝笑容...
a bit lame but i wrote it specially for u...hmm..my chinese getting worse...pls smile =]
argh argh argh
wat shit is this
stupiddddd
i thot ccas r meant to b enjoyed not like this shit we r hving.........
Friday, October 22, 2004
sigh maia got voted out in s'pore idol...bit of a surprise.
everyone seemssad todae...im so sorri...dun even noe how to console anyone...cheer up....hope u pple feel betta...i tink i shall go n reflect...im juz so mean n everything...
im tired. of life.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
exams r dumb. exams r pointless. exams onli bring abt misery. n well the whole purpose of it all is to acty c how well we r doing...
how nice. i feel sorri for us. =[
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
hmm sumhow i wish pple will stop crapping abt love and how much they love each other. blah. u noe it is not true...n stop those lovey dovey acts..pls. they r not cool, they r DUMB. lame. everytym i c im like tinking how brainless could one get. i mean at this age. when everyhting is juz an illusion. juz some wild imagination.
dumbos.
ok excuse me if u r one of the above.
juz feeling moody i guess. nvm i dun matter much.
hmm todae...
another dance day. erm dance days mean rubbish. n i realised we have to cum bac quite a lot of days...12 days of dance prac...sigh...i dunno feeling moody at dance [as alwaes] starting to hate to it more n more....i wish dun hv to go bac for ever...hmmm if we r tt big a burden to u den fine. throw us into the sea or watever. haha ok. juz suaning us lar...i noe we r lan...or juz kick us out once n for all...n i wish u would juz stop commenting on how short i am...well as if it is alreadi not bad enuff getting kicked out everytym and b an extra and being grass among tall bushes. watever. nothing matters veri much animore.
u juz dun understand. the [agony] of being short...haha
den went out wif qw n qien...ok suppsoe they make mi feel betta...ate yoshinoya....i like their teriyaki...n salmon not bad...coz i ate tt laz tym i was dere wif felicia....den took neorpints..i look weird...as usual...hmm mayb im going to go bald one day...den walked around...veri tired...qianwei bought a present...saw wls....haha we r like hiding...den took mrt bac...hahahah qianwei was telling us abt some short cartoon or sumting on central....juz so lame...abt some man wif a bald head....den dunno y he was picking wild berries and eating them....den the next thing tt happens was tt a tree was growing on top of his head...hoho...den tiny pple were playing on his head...hahahaha...picking apples i tink...den tt man was veri angry and plucked the whole tree off his bald head....n den oh it left a hole. the hole sumhow got filled up wif water and den pple were playing in tt pool of water on his head. hahhaaha. den tt man was veri angry he went to some swimming pool or sumting and saw his reflection in the water...den i dunno wat happen he fall into the pool and drowned and there is this narrator hu says [the man drowned in his own pool of water] -.-' hahahaha dunno y we r laughing veri hard at it...laugh until the face all jiang diao...ok i tink tt was pretty lame..hahahahaha..........haha nvm i dun tink u find it funni. nvm. bb
Monday, October 18, 2004
todae went to collect passport...hoho...eat so much things...i ate yong tau foo frm some food centre...erm milk tea, fried kauy teow [veri nice got tt channel u yummy king recommendation]....and drink sugar cane drink, ju hua cha, den porridge[yumm]....and nice dou hua, which is realli yummy...haha im a pig...haha
went chinatown....long tym nv go liao...abt 5 yrs...haha...coz everytym i lazy to go out....a lot of things to eat there...ok enuff abt food...u all like my new layout..? ok im toking to myself. bb
Sunday, October 17, 2004
hihi....hoho slack n slack n slack all day....slacking is shuang...i tink i made quite a lot of blogskins...tok abt being bo liao...haha wish we dint hv to do tt chinese ws though...nothing to say liao.bb
Friday, October 15, 2004
oh my god oh my god
exams are over!!!!!!!!
cant realli believe tt..hohoho...
anyway ytd went to sakae sushi to eat buffet wif siying n felicia...veri fun coz u see a lot of sushi n food going around..haha i love their fried tofu and some dumpling thng...haha n also tt beancurd sushi....super nicee...haha i tink i ate abt 5 or 6 plates of tofu..haha until i so sick of it...anyway it was quite fun lar...den can use some computer at ur seat to order things too...but i dint see tt nicer beancurd suhui wif filling going around so...too bad i guess...
anywa i tink im liking blog designing more n more...haha veri fun to use photoshop...though im not realli gd in it lar...so shuang to b rotting arounddd...
Thursday, October 14, 2004
hihi...haha one more day b4 end of exam so changed my layout for a early celebration..hohoho
i tink i gonna fail physics. n history. ho. ha. he. nvm dun care liao. one more day....
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
argh argh argh argh im so so so so deadddd.
well i realised dere is going to b no way to finish going thrugh physics n understand and memorise the dumb history tb by tmr morning. unless i plan not to sleep. eek yucks pui argh sian boo dieee
SOS...haha sum1 save mi. hohoho. boo hoo. argh i hate history. hate it hate it hate it to the core.
i nid desperate help.......or at least desperate nid for time. watever. im going to fail. im toking nonsense. im so stressed. i feel like dying. watever.
i cant believe i dunno wat ''biao3 shuai4'' is and i acty thot it meant expressing urself well....so i wrote the wrong zao ju...well my chinese is getting more pathetic by the day.
den i juz fell asleep reading history..haha n i was like onli5 pages thrugh it...n physics dunno how liao coz dun hv time to finish. im dead.
well this whole stupid exam period is like super long n super hard to get past....stupid lar n the exams all so hard i dunno how im getting my L1 R5 below 20. eeks. this is hell.
Friday, October 08, 2004
had bio n maths exam....at first veri sad....coz dunno if im going to pass...but den after tt thot it is quite funni....i wrote totally lame n nonsensical ans...all made up by mi.. i was like....arghhhh...den the mcq...im like dunno how to do den skip n skip n skip....so i skipped abt more den half of the qns...den section b...skip n skip n skip...n dunno how to do half of the qns...den essay...still ok lar...i did the one on digestion n the coronary arteries one....still not so bad...but the rest arh realli kenasai...i dunno how to do at all...argh argh argh heck..
cant wait for end of exams....mi siying n felicia going out...to eat...haha...too bad we r all too piggish...7 more daysss
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
juz finished watching the last episode of lie huo xiong xin on video tape...so saddd....wang xi died in the fire....anyway the whole thing was realli sadd...juz so can3...i was like crying...juz cant control...ok sound stupid...but u get the idea..life is juz so unpredictable...suddenly pple might juz die or leave us...w/o any warning...
anyway i failed physics ca2...isnt tt wonderful...
some pple dint cum sch todae [pon i tink] n more tmr ...hopefully raja wont let us stay bac...coz realli nid the tym to study ss n tt stupid emathsss..eeks. exams r rubbish. hope for the bez
oh i juz found out tt dhs has 3 marking days n [some other sch] has onli one. hohoho...haha im like xing zai le huo...jiayou to those [few few pple] hu acty came to my rotting-n-probably-covered-wif-dust blog. bb
Sunday, October 03, 2004
wat is wrong wif the whole world......
i juz dun belong here.... dun even noe why im typing this whole load of rubbish...as if anyone even cared.....as if anyone cared abt anyone ever...dun say u do. i noe u dun...argh wats my prob
何必再去直拙我是谁...this is juz some xu wei world wif pple hu onli care abt they pretty [tt is, if tey r] they look...or some dumb pple hu onli noes how to scold the f word...tinking they veri cool n seh...yeah rite....i hate this stupid place...stupid sch...stupid cca...stupid world...watever
Saturday, October 02, 2004
hihi....wah realli buay tahan...i studied for abt 1 hr....wan to die liao...trying to read thrugh all whole bio chapters... at least once...siaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn bored beyond wat words can express....noone online...dun tell mi everyone went to pia for exams liao...sigh siann
hmm...i spent the whole day until now to do some blog layout...so kind of wasting time lar...shall go n study now...or else...die liao...
if u wan to c it go blogskinss..haha...but i suppose noone will go..boohoohoo...anyway i feel like changing my layout..n gd luck everyone for examss
Friday, October 01, 2004
eng is over...but sad to say i tink i made up abt all the ans...n anihow write...den my compo....i tink i wrote out of pt too...so...bye bye to eng i guess.
Just in case you want to laugh at me. :)
the colour combi sucks, but bear with it lol.
my name is
waibin
the pathetic girl who has become part of the wall.