todae had dance...still ok...well im a 'care-le-fe' [ok i dunno how to spell....try pronouncing n u noe the word haha] den kinda slack...but i dunno lar...dun even noe when we will b kicked in...juz a matter of time...
den after tt was telling chiyu n hanzhen abt the subject elect things...hanzhen was saying edison asked her to take course B...which mi n qien disagreed...dunno y for the abt first time im kinda pissed by him....y he lyk tt one...prac forcing his sis to do wat he likes....i noe he veri smart lar...but i mean...not everyone likes wat he does... den after tt prac the tcher's day dance...lirao is ap man...i cant stand her....dun feel like helping her wif her steps liao...coz she doenst care n listen nayway...den kinda bored....coz the same old dance dunno muz practice mani times...den listened to fir...chengmeng n mi n qien was like slacking away...haha den after combine wif xiju..went tm...to buy the lipstick...nice colour...den at first wanted to try out some clothes in this fashion for the dance...but all went terrible wif the stupid leotard...so...dint buy...
i tink todae i like veri mean to yifang lar....i mean lyk pressurizing her...addding to her load....fan-ing her...so lazy...she asked us to practice we like sian sian...so SORRI....though words not much use...but im realli sorri...n thanks for being so kind n patient n nice....as usual....thanksss we love u lots...haha..
Friday, August 27, 2004
argh todae's tests was horrid...total flunk...physics...i look at the paper...n i blanked out..tink i will score abt 5 marks...got one qn...ask abt some vase....how to make it more stable wifout changing the size n shape of the vase....n i acty say 'change the base' lalala...how clever....den after the test i alreadi lose abt 8 marks liao...dunno how to pass it....den chinese ...wah kana sai...dunno how to write a lot of the words....den the cloze passage...super hard....cant even understand....den the summary thingy...i was lyk...panicking coz onli leave 15 min....den my hand dunno wat is wrong cant write....was lyk so nervous i cant even write properly...den i dint even count the words...juz wrote a 135 words there n heck. n haha gonna flunk...den after tt got dance prac...onli 7 pple came...slacked the afternoon off...den i dint go wenxue..haha dun care liao...too depressed...haha...sian wish i did betta in physics though...hope tmr dance....not so bad....tt is all ta-ta
argh todae's tests was horrid...total flunk...physics...i look at the paper...n i blanked out..tink i will score abt 5 marks...got one qn...ask abt some vase....how to make it more stable wifout changing the size n shape of the vase....n i acty say 'change the base' lalala...how clever....den after the test i alreadi lose abt 8 marks liao...dunno how to pass it....den chinese ...wah kana sai...dunno how to write a lot of the words....den the cloze passage...super hard....cant even understand....den the summary thingy...i was lyk...panicking coz onli leave 15 min....den my hand dunno wat is wrong cant write....was lyk so nervous i cant even write properly...den i dint even count the words...juz wrote a 135 words there n heck. n haha gonna flunk...den after tt got dance prac...onli 7 pple came...slacked the afternoon off...den i dint go wenxue..haha dun care liao...too depressed...haha...sian wish i did betta in physics though...hope tmr dance....not so bad....tt is all ta-ta
Thursday, August 26, 2004
y-a-w-n....feeling tired....todae is a tiring day...hope tmr ends soon...hope i can finish studying...hope n hope n hope.....but doesnt realli help much...sprouting nonsense again...haha bb
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
i tink my blog layout is quite dumb. no relavance to real life. anyway im freaking out coz i tink i cant finish studying physics n chinese by fri...n y in the world muz they choose thurs to hv audition....wonderful....now hv to skip physics remedial too....argh i gonna fail physics liao....sigh i dunwan to fail AGAIN...retribution...for sleeping in klass...den tmr cum home liao...tired n hungry...no mood to study at all...so hope tt tonire's study is enuff....so well...i dunno y m i still here....sianzzz
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
im sick...keep sneezing.. *ahchhoooo haha finally got bac my f.i.r. cd...went home super early todae...slack for so long onli 3.30...im bored...feel lyk sleeping...noone is online...
Monday, August 23, 2004
todae had some bao mi hua thingy after sch....wuliao lar....one hr hor...they onli aksed us some qns...n sing their bao mi hua song...n those pple sing quite nice...n chiyu hu was sitting beside mi was lyk suaning them haha...mi too lar...coz lyk...not much content...anyway the sec2s keep cheering a cheer which i tink dey learnt at camp...n haha sec3 liao...kinda generation gap...ok being lame... anyway saw a blog layout ytd n i tink it is the funniest one tt i saw....both mi n my bro burst out in laughter...hahahahahaha wah so fast nex week tcher's day liao...time flieesss... hmm...nothing much to say liao..bb
Sunday, August 22, 2004
went to collect my specs todae...n they look real horrid on mi...haha miraculously they make mi look more nerd...hmmm watever...mayb it is tym to consider contacts...haiz
somehow i feel so left out....u pple probably dunno how we feel....juz this sense of unbelonging...unescapable....hv u all tried to find out wat we feel...nope...not even once...nvm juz go abt doing ur own business as usual...im not going to care....nor participate....y shld we even care....when u all dun give us a chance to....i hate it...watever...feeling ap...n sian...u probably dunno wat im toking abt...nvm...outta tt stupid place in abt a yr liao....u noe wat... i juz cant wait
Saturday, August 21, 2004
woke up at nine todae....wah nice weather....nice day ahead....coz no dancee.... wahhaha...wheeee... realli got a lot of bites....scratching away....reading blogs r nice i tink...but sumtimes dunno how to console pple....even though u wan to encourage dem or sumting...i oso dunno wat to say...sumtimes i tink friends' support can realli make a diff...like u may not noe it....but wat u say to others might affect them in either way....hmm....dunno y im saying this.... anyway gonna hv noodles for lunch....buy frm outside...for once sum nice stall hv arrived in pasir ris....still got tt yummy king's recommendation...so yumm...i love to eatttt ...anyway wanted to upload f.i.r. osng onto my blog...but dear siying hvnt return mi my cd...n said i was ap to keep bugging her for it...-.-.. so haizz...
Friday, August 20, 2004
hey hey hey im bac frm camp ... i tink for the first time camp is nice lar... i like the instructors a lot n food is nice...n activities r not bad....but siying gets on my nerves sumtimes....n i tink i get on hers too....she is juz too neat liao...and sumtimes she is juz ap...n i tink she tinks im ap too...so haha....den the games are quite fun lar....the nature rumble is erm... nice in a way lar...coz like...nv c b4 mah this sort of mud...we saw this realli large spider crawling arond in the mud..eek...den ur feet keep sinking into the mud...n u cant realli move.....den oh yah the ants there r like..super big...n they cling onto ur skin wif their legs...n even if u try to ya bain them they wont die...i hate the ants man...n the mosquitoes....got a lot of bites...oh yah campfire is veri nice....got this realli big n nice fire...i think dynamites's cheer is veri nice...but they won bez item...wah mingqiu was lyk....hahahahaha....coz he was giving a speech for his grp...which i suspected he wrote himself...haha...n was lyk so guai4...n diaozz.....den our item was some elmo song n community song haha which we changed the lyrics.....i tink everyone cheered loudly....den got some games...which was kinda funni as well....got one part which every rep frm each grp muz follow the instructors and dance...wahaha tt part veri funni...coz the instructors soo cuteeee..haha n veri hard to follow....n the laz part...wahahahaaa....coz tchers were asked to dance...n u shld c LUSHAOMEI n LUGUIXIA.... whahahahaa....though i quite like lushaomei...but the way she dance...hahahahhaa....super super funni....n luguixia worse...n they r like veri chi dun....jahahahah...i laughed until stomachache...n i tink we r lyk the onli ones laughing...mi n siying...hahaha coz they r like realli so amusing...i tink i shall rem this camp....coz it is reealli fun n nice....though the mosquitoes r eek....but i realli like the camp n lilian n fazali...the food is nice...the cheers r nice....the spirit n atmosphere is niceee.....i love this campp
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
wah noone is online...n i mean no one....my contact list on msn is like, everybody offline liao.....'nice' tym to cum online...anyway uploaded the new layout....how do u all tin kof it....i tink it is quite...yucks...haha...comment k....anyway if anyone has any idea how to get rid of the blogspot thingy at the top of the pg pls tell mi....i hv been trying in vain for 20 min...grr...
oh yah level camp tmr.....arghh
currently playing is 'ling chen san dian zhong' by zhang zhi cheng
Monday, August 16, 2004
hey i made a new layout...haha all by myself...but havnt put up yet...anyway photobucket has a much nicer look...
todae was ok lar....stayed bac to design the coustume for tcher's day....betta looking now...but a bit guai...den went home wif jan qianwei qien....qianwei bought some things for her camp....dunno hor she go dere to camp or go there n smell nice...she like bought nice smelling wet tissues....which has a cute packaging...to prepare herself for the worst of not bathing...n some insect-repellant which smell nice...n was abt to buy deodorant....haha so a bit...amused by her...wah camp cuming liao....wish i can dun go or sumting....at the very least siying is in my grp...yipee..haha hope it is not too er xin....wish us luck...
Sunday, August 15, 2004
sunday again....nice day....but was woken up this morning by my dear mum...who was screaming n shouting abt dunno wat... den ate a heavy lunch...sigh...fattening....muscle pain again...n i dun feel lyk going to camp...had tcher's day prac on sat...i tink the story plot isnt tt gd...as in veri typical story...den the part when we cum in n tok is like so unnatural n fake....coz where got so mani pple, 13, tok same thing at the same tym one....lirao was lyk piao-ing here n there...haha i tink she more ap than when she is in sec1...hmm....
Saturday, August 14, 2004
hihi....todae was tired...but happi day...haha
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
u said i hv changed.
i dunno wat to say.
i dunno wat to do.
im at a loss
todae was...nothing much lar...except for the narrative test which i tink i flopped....coz i anihow write....too distracted n hungry haha couldnt write anything gd...
dunno....kinda bothered by some things....sumtimes it is sad....if u care a lot abt sum1 n den tt person...juz....heck u....n dun care....i wonder how it will feel....terrible....horrid....sumtimes friendships are juz so....complicated....i was quite touched by a particular sum1.....hu realli treat her so well....but....i dunno....i mean....she like give him the cold shoulder....realli hope u all will make up....mayb this will make u bushuang mi furthur....but i still muz say....at least u noe tt person is alwaes there for u....hu will do anithing to help u....n wat u r doing is juz hurtful to him....mayb not i dunno...but i noe he cares a lot abt this friendship....can c it....mayb im juz an outsider unfit to tok so much.....but juz seeing a special friendship go down the drain makes mi kan bu guo qu.....
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
people change... which is good or bad.....i dunno.....
hving a headache now.....sigh....n hv to do lu shao mei's news article....i seriously dun feel lyk doing hw....yawn` i feel like going off to sleep....n forget everything.... some pple juz pisses mi off
Sunday, August 08, 2004
yawn...i wan to sleep....though i juz woke up...den eat nice breakfast of nasi lemak frm hougang market...drink tea...den cum online...
life is
BORING
Saturday, August 07, 2004
todae was wuliao....woke up so early at 7.30...breakfast....den my pc...wah realli siao diao....moment i switch on den the 'search results' indow pop up...until got abt 50 in 3 min...siao...den i watched gto vcd...qien called....eated lunch of ruffles....n yu tou gao...den i went for afternoon nap...n i cum online....n going out ltr for dinner....
shall relate abt my pc...when i press enter key it goes on standby....grr.....when i un-standby the internet will idsconnect n the outlook espress will check for email...diao...siao siao siao....n the jay cd...some songs r nice....guess i prefer yehui mei though.....coz got a lot of rap songs n they alike.....yehuimei is lyk..sososo nice....but at least it is not as bad as badukongjian.....n my family says my bag looks lyk got grow fungus on it...haha...i admit it too...but too bad....n it is onli so cheap....so todae was quite wuliao lar....nothing to do....so soso bored...n noone is online...gotta get of the house by 7.30...yum yum at least there is food....yah when i cum home got pple to chat wif...haha...qien changed her layout by the way...i tink it is nice...but i dun lyk the 'pure love' part....coz aiyah...i tink tt is wuliao n untrue...no offence to qien though.....yah yah bb..
Friday, August 06, 2004
whee todae is an exciting day....
haha got to sch freakingly early tinking tt is breakfast to eat...unfortunately dere isnt coz the stalls not opened...den finished my bio file n physics ws....den assembly...den celebration.....not bad lar....we won the sec3s performance...haha den spent the nex 1 1/2 hr in klass...playing wif the paint....drew sumting erxin on chunying's face....look like dunno wat...i dun even noe wat is it..haha
den spent abt 1 hr slacking in canteen wif lirao jan qianwei n qien....singing fir...haha...den went for dance....so tired....coz the pose tt i had so tiring....den run around.....den veri hungry too...haha....den after tt went tm....met roxanne n linxun...frm loyang pri....im shocked roxanne waved to mi lor....haha den ate lunch....wah finally...den den den den I BOUGHT JAY'S ALBUM...wahaha nice album....den took neoprint....wah the shop overwhelming wif pple....was lyk queueing for abt 1 hr den take neoprint for onli 5 min....but quite nice i tink....den qien went home n mi went montip to buy some prezzie for her fren....den went pasirris library....borrowed some lame bks...n i bought a bag....at a gd bargain....veri cheap...lyk tt lar....so exciting ting is i bought jay cd lar...haha lame
Thursday, August 05, 2004
hihi.....hv to do up my bio file.....turns out tt mdm sim acty amrks some ws...n gave them bac....miraclously....coz she dint give bac one ws at all for half a yr....n hv to do my bio file....haix....might b getting the jay's cd tmr.....mayb lar.....i dunno leh....might b sold out....so...tell u if i buy it
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
gotta study for ss test....which is kinda lame...coz u can find the qns behind ur ss wb....so wat on earth is the test for anyway....watever.....dun care veri much....flopped my chem....flopped my bio....esp the drawing....juz hands the 2 marks to the rubbish bin....dunno y i so stupid draw the stem as the root....so clever.....yah great...clever waibin....den anihow ans all the qn....b glad if i dun fail....sigh sigh sigh.....sch is dumb....learn things which is of absolutely no interest to mi n dunno wat toking them....anyway tmr still gonna stay bac for precamp talk....coz on tues mi n chunying...went to look for june loh n told her i would go on wed....but wed got extra klass cant go so im going tmr....n the whole reason im skipping tues coz i went home to study bio....how studious....but dint even help in the slightest....now i feel so mean for 'lying'.....sigh wat in the world is wrong wif mi....
well....sumting veri wrong i guess....
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
argh....now i feel so mean.......mayb i shldnt hv done this.....argh dunno wat is wrong wif mi.....hv i bcum those sort of pple hu onli care abt their studies....and would do anything to score well in tests.... i dunno y m i lyk tt.....sigh im a selfish n stupid idiot
i hate myself sumtimes...
Sunday, August 01, 2004
todae went out for a big family gathering......got so mani pple.....my first un cle n family, 2nd uncle, 3rd uncle n family, 4th auntie, grandparents, auntie n husband, plus mi n family....so abt 20 pple.....den we went crystal jade....ok lar....long tym nv c dem....esp my first uncle....wah my cousins in tt family r juz so tall....we r lyk ai dong guas.....haha den ok ba.....sat at 2 tables.....den eat....my bro was lyk a glutton.....eat so much k....he finish abt 1/3 everything....lyk pig....haha....my aunt is so pretty...haha...n my 2nd uncle speaks superb english.....was quite bored i guess.....coz lyk dun realli noe dem...so long nv c liao....
den went toa payoh....juz walked around.....bought a new remote control....haha coz the tv remote control broke into 4 pieces....dun ask y lar...i oso dunno....hahaha den bought rou gan....yum...went home...my parents going out for some wedding dinner i tinkkk.....den my sis went out wif her frens....left mi n bro to rot at home...still hv to study for chinese....body aching....n mayb starve to death....haha shall go n steal the rougan to eat....haha bye
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my name is
waibin
the pathetic girl who has become part of the wall.