sigh.....was stupid enuff to sign up for the new south wales maths rubbish....wish i didnt....total waste of money....i will probably get so lan....argh im dumb....
brain is so exhausted....sch is tiring.....sian diao.....acty fell asleep reading newsweek....which is so darn boring.....eek hate it.... dey r abt to drive mi mad......cant believe pple can get so FAKE...lying thrugh their teeth......doing erxin things......tok in such an -eeek- voice....stupid idiots......wif bad taste......in everything.....no the worst thing is still the tok crap part....suck up.....eeeek.....haha
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
todae was lyk..ekk....failed my physics test AGAIN....sigh....i tink i failed more than i passed....wish i wasnt so stupid n careless.....juz throw away the marks lyk tt......sigh.....im so dumb
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
sigh....reading qien's blog makes mi sad....dunno y on earth m i wondering n worrying abt trival stuff such as sleeping in klass...or copying hw...when dere r acty so much so much more impt things to do...sigh....sadness.....
hihi....blogging now....n had two programs on for scanning spyware....tok abt kiasu...haha ytd when i was chatting....when suddenly i couldnt type at all....coz the pc keep on typing nos and '------' when i tried to type....den the enter key siao diao...cant use...so i had to scan for everything available....haha....
den todae.....as usual lor....slept in klass....miss goh was angry wif us i tink....coz we keep agitating her...haha...den maths...wah ultra boring....i fell asleep for abt 1/2hr....wahahaha.....den spent the laz 15 min playing paper aeroplanes wif chunying....alme...she was trying to fly hers up as high as possible....n i was aiming for the rubbish bin....haha lame sia....but fun lar....it is lyk so sian man....miss azlin spent abt half the time on onli 1 or 2 qns lor....n so luosuo....n den u noe lar...im so impatient wif it....n so sian...den chinese....wah super super boring...checked the chinese ws....i dint do half....den went thrugh the zao ju....argh so sian...she say the ci2 den we read the ju4 zi3 argh super wuliao....as if we will rem...glad glad it is over....haha tt is all for toda.e...nothing to say
Friday, July 23, 2004
feeling.....angry and disappointed wif some things...y did it go lyk tt...
sigh...wish pple werent so superficial....onli care abt looks....unfortunately i look like a lao ahma frm every direction...
wenxue on fri is realli fun..missed it a lot i guess...
todae had flag day...suay enuff...the moment i step out of the lift, den jiu start raining. heavily. den went raffles to get the flag day stuff....den mi n qien went somerset....den stand dere for abt one hr....not bad lar....den we saw this 2 guys wif a white n brown uni...den dey lyk so dao mei....oso cip...but den coz we kinda 'stole their business'away....coz we were at the entrance of the mrt when u cum up the escalator....den mi n qien so kind ok...each of us donated 1 buck to each of dem...den we acty went to rest a bit...den go bac again....those 2 pple took our places...grr...haha expected lar....den a lot of pple donated liao....so wasted abt one hr asking for charity....when abt onli one-tenth of the pple donated...coz too mani pple were at orchard lor....
got chij, nanyang, n tt weird brown-white uni......den sji....i tink sec2....haha a lot of yang ren donated to dem....no choice rite....hu ask mi eng so lan....den after tt....saw chiyu huanglin yuru weiting....den chiyu n qien n i ended up near a busstop....hey a yang ren acty donated 10 bucks to mi....wahaha so shuang....u noe...to get so much....den went bac to raffles.....den mi n qien went bugis....ate takopachi....nice....den took neoprint....sigh...haha i dun tink it turn out veri nice....coz looks lyk im balding....boohoohoo....n the decorations not nice one....but qien tink it is nice....den go home liao....so wuliao for the whole afternoon....my bro is sick...-again- he is quite weak i tink....den now nothing to eat for dinner....my mum went on 'strike' hahaha n she wont cook....n my family, otherwise called the lazy-bums, wont go n buy dinner....so i shall wait to starve to death....n rot at home....argh noone is online except for qien i guess.....even smiley went for some concert thingy....argh our sch so boring....y so little activities....hey qien im strating to agree wif u tt sji is nice...the sch i mean....n qianwei's taste is bad i tink....coz acs is not tt gd....watever....yep...hope i can find sumitng nice in the fridge
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
yah hihi.....tmr was ok lar....this morning was panicking....coz the nite b4 i was too lazy n onli studied 1/2 hr of hist....n i dun even noe the info n everything....den this morning...argh was so so so scared....den....PETER LOW DIDNT CUM.....wahahaha so tt stupid git dint even ask for a relieve tcher....so no test todae...haha mayb shldnt call him stupid git...
yep i suddenly feel so sorri to qien ....for wat i said on the blog...the front wasnt toking abt u...anyway i tink i wont b cuming on ltr....sadness....coz realli nid to study....sian diao...todae was ok lar... this wekk is so bz...wif so mani tests....siao de....den fri still got physics....argh so diff...this morning rained so heavily...when i got out of the house the rain was juz starting...n it was FREEZINGLY cold...brr....n worrying for e test...coz ytd...i acty feel asleep while reading. n this lazy pig acty juz went to sleep the whole nite...so tired this days....sigh....haha but lucky no dance todae...argh this post is boring but i dunno wat to type liao...so...update nex tym lar
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
juz wondeirng....wat exactly is friendship....this fragile thing tt juz goes...'crash' in perhaps...juz a few mins...or coz of some realli trival matter...i mean....pple keep toking abt....frens forever....but i mean it is lyk so hard....ytd mi n qien kinda fell out....though she says she not angry...but im not sure abt tt....juz feel....ke xi....how bez frens bcum enemies overnite....hmm.......sigh
argh dunno wat in the world is life made up of....suddenly feel lyk....our sch is so....lame n wuliao....pple dere r so geeky, so nerdy....to them life is onli abt studying...nope memorising more lyk it...is dere anything more worthy in our life....den to study those useless theories and laws and information that does u no gd at all....dey dun teach u abt morals, abt more meaningful things....dhs....pple tink it is nice....i tink pple dere r juz normal...mayb even worse n more er lie den other sch's pple....n our sch is nothing but a pretty name...pple here....most of them care abt nothing abt those gd grades dey get on their report bks.....sigh....frens....r not even dere for each other....n juz break up after one small quarrel....life is so kong1 xu1....b dere for u.....yah right....dey duneven noe how u feel.... how can u say i dun care....n take u for granted...i put u in top priority...den u dun even noe it....everyday scared to go offline b4 u....coz i dunwan u to feel lost...u dunno how i feel abt things...not even one bit....im alwaes alone....lonely...n u r not even dere.........haix.....life is saddening.....
Monday, July 19, 2004
i dunno lar....so fan now...dun even noe if she has blocked mi on msn or not...sigh....i mean i still dun tink it is much of my fault....den i juz impatiently asked her not to return the costume she juz so angry n walked off....den i was abt to follow her but i remembered tt siying n felicia r still dere waiting for us lor...den i juz. dunno wat to do. and she was so angry i tink....n great, now she telling mi she hates mi....yah watever i do juz seems wrong.....dunno y mi so extra.......it is lyk...i told one side to wait for mi....den the other sid ewans mi to pei her....den wat on earth m i supposed to do....did anyone acty asked for my feelings...nope....now she is realli angry...over sumting i didnt do on purpose.....n i dunno wat to do..........grr...........
Saturday, July 17, 2004
tagboard is at the right side of the page.....scroll right...yep anyway comment on the layout....one of the nice ones by QIEN yep...muz give her the credit...i tink it is super nice...so greyish...i dunno lar....so comment lar...
anyway janice if u r reading dun worri too much i realli u pple did a nice job on fri.....so continue to jiayou....yep....
Friday, July 16, 2004
ok...i thot i shld b blogging abt todae afterall....
i woke up at early 4.50...n got out of e house at 5.10...den go mrt....no mrt to take...hv to wait abt 6 min...den go alijunied...no 158 to take..i waited for a toal of 20 min...den reached sch barely at 6.17....2 min late....in a frantic....den realised abt half of the pple hv not cum.....was angry ok...
den cant find the keys....by e time we get into the room alreadi dunno wat time...i mean i live in pasir ris lor....hv mi get out so early....dun even hv bus to take....den go dere liao...waste my time....i mean it is realli mafan for mi...
den wore the mengzu costume...n tied a golden ribbon...which is nice...instead of a red hat....thank gdness...den by the tym we finshed....stil gt abt 1hr free tym....not tt im minding...but i nid sleep ok...den go temasek....whoa the pple dere so on....cheer lyk dunno-wat....realli can c the unitedness....n the hall is nice....air-con...dance studio not bad...everything betta den our sch jiu dui liao....
den those pple cheered for us...realli loudly....mayb dey were laughing below i dunno....but at least dey gave us support....our sch leh...laugh lyk dunno-wat...the laughter realli puts u off man...den refreshments...got lontong..hmm....weird but nice...den perform again for the lower sec i tink...den muz rush to their dance studio to change clothes...for the other dance.....so frantic n rush....den rush down again...tt dance is slackier...juz walk n walk...den rush bac to sch....went bac to klass...lu chao mei told everyone i went to perform....;s...den sum pple say i smell of makeup...dne i didnt hand in everything im supposed to....den go wenxue...
argh nv go for ages...but todae was fun....qw was telling mi tt she won the musical chairs in her kindergarden....won a guy summore...wahahahaha....todae oso got play....n i miraculously got the laz chair...haha was fun....lotsa laguhter...n going for cip...yep...guess i gonna hv lotsa cip hrs this year... den NO DANCE TMR was lyk glad n relieved n happi n 'whew' n 'whee' n 'jump' n 'smile'...ok lame sia...but was realli X 10 relieved....so scared for the whole wk...yep....gonna add the tagboard soon....if u tahan until here den congrats...n sorri for reading a piece of useless rubbish...haha....thanks a lot...know u care....or mayb u juz bushuang mi so much u wan to read n scold...sui bian ni lar...can tell mi if u realli do...hmm...nitez...
wow icant believed i nv blog for so long...anyway qien made a new layout for mi n i tink it suits mi ba....
THANKS QIEN
but no space for the tag-board...so guess i hv to tink of some other way out...arg hso much happened this wk...dun feel like writing...so mafan...todae was fun...juz realise dhs is a boring sch compared to others...n tmr no dance...n i flopped chem n maths....sadness....watever...dun feel lyk toking..so bye...;s
Sunday, July 11, 2004
argh my parents n sis r out for the day....dunno go toa payoh or sumting...todae is such a nice n wonderful day to slack n watch tv n chat n play n hv fun
n i hv to slog lyk mad....wat crap man...got so much hw to do...den nex wk gonna b hell...HELL....wat total rubbish...den everyone's in a bad mood...mi too as usual...wat sai lar...den maths hw...dun even noe how to do...n not as if i dun pay attention in klas.s...listen oso dunno wat the world she toking...sian man....
Saturday, July 10, 2004
hihi bac frm my dinner....the steamboat is funni...coz it is lyk buffet...den we juz put everything in....like potato....crab...haha funni sia...den we found a ladle in it...lol...coz it dropped in n we didnt realise...haha had fun i suppose....chinatown changed so much...cant recognise it liao...laz time i used to go dere every wk...sigh...life is sad sumtimes...things change so fast...haha nitez
Friday, July 09, 2004
todae was alright lar....though i totally FLOPPED my chinese test....dunno wat is wrong wif my chinese...terrible sia...n so darn tired now...n feel like sleeping...worried abt my chinese i guess....dunno y so lan n lousy...esp the zao ju...grrr.. did badly for everything...:(
but feeling fine...todae was fun...though realli tired...hah apity qianwei not going to tt sji thingy C= coz i tink she will enjoy herself dere? haha n noe shuaiges(if dere r any) hmm....wasted?! haha being lame
Thursday, July 08, 2004
nothing to say....acty i hv lots to say...btu saying doesnt solve the problem...juz feeling moody again...fed up wif some pple...shuang den dun tok...bushuang den juz start the conver wif a "kaoz" wat is ur prob...
den tmr ...bleahx man...yucks.. den tink i realli realli flopped oral...sigh...feel so lonely at times...noone cares...n dunno much abt mi...i dun matter veri much...juz wished i can hide at home everyday n escape frm the world...frm reality?!?!?!?! relali dislike some pple...noe u r gd at...in everything...but muz u emphasize on it every min...every time i c u? mayb u r trying to let us "worship" u...or mayb u juz wan us to like u....but tt is not e way i tink...watever...sian...dn feel like crapping liao...coz this blog is fake...everything is fake....
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
hihi had oral todae...tink i totally flopped...my news qn is sumting abt yang2 ren2 speaking xiang sheng...den i totally toked nonsense...coz i totally BLANKED OUT...n realli had no organisation?!?!!? den the other qn was "do u do housework at home"...n i was lyk "HAR" it is lyk..dots?! weird qn lor....chunying managed to tok a lot i tink...but i lasted barely 3 min for the whole thing i guess?!totaal failure....total sadnesS?! argh
den sat WAS SUPPOSED to b some colurs award thing...n we r having dance prac
i mean wat the hell...realli angry abt it lor...i mean y so xinku? yah i noe we hv to perform tt bleahx peacock rubbish on TUES...but den muz we slog like cows everytime? when pple rest u hv to go n hv prac...n spoil the day...now cant even watch spiderman2?! wl y everytime performance alwaes ask us? n perform for wat? for those china students to laugh at us har...grr wat the...so angry...stupid n we hv to make those sec2s learn wat we learn in 6 mths...wat lor...den fri oso got dance...as if they would wan to learn frm us...they onli wan to learn frm some pple only wat....y ask mi to go n waste time...bleahx
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
hihihi...todae had a fun time laughing at PE...realised siva is as mean as ever...thot he will turn "kind" after his wedding...haha ben xing nan yi
den for the first tym din sleep during bio....wat a miracle...went home...mi n siying was gd enuff to accompany felicia on bus 12...sit on it so long lor...abt 1hr...had quite a lot of fun...guess i miss the old days!?
argh tmr's oral...so scared...dunno wat m i supposed to do...or how to tok in order...dunno everything...gonna die liao....n im still here slacking...my mum was nice enuff to cook "yi1 mian4" for my lunch cum dinner....(eh lun-ner ok lame) so i ate tt n instant noodles haha bit of a pig...sian...dun feel lyk doing hw n preparing for oral when i duneven noe how i shld prepare...hmm shall drink some honey or wat lar haha hope tmr's oral is easy..
Monday, July 05, 2004
juz finished my bio project props....shldnt hv "volunteered" (haha coz i dunwan to present)...anyway i was supposed to draw some brown rice plant....wheat in other words...so i went internet to get a cartoon pic of it...n tried wif some losuy paintbrush (which drops hair) n some super dry paint...well...wahhahaa i drew some monster thingy which looks like a broom wif yellow long teeth sticking out everywhere....horrendous man...look at it below:
well qien commented kindly tt it looked like a spider wifout a body (n exclaimed "HAHAHA tt is realli FarniE") haha but realli tink it look horrendous...hv a gd laugh :)
todae was....dots...
went out wif ** (to sum1's request) n my gd fren to bugis....planning to watch spiderman2...den it was lyk so awkward?!?! coz onli mi n my gd fren toking...n den ** dint joined us...juz walked behind us...den hard to include ** in the conver?!
den we sat in mac for abt an hour(my goodness)in the morning trying to decide wat to do...n shared large fries wif g.f(gd fren)...but onli ate sum...coz it is er?!?! haha den we went to tkae neoprint...coz by tt time the shops all opened liao...den saw SO MANI PPLE until...it is freaky haha....saw dorothy n her fren...den mani guides(huiping, chloe, yinteen, n more but i dunn their names) den mi n gf took one...den 3 of us took one...so funni sia...coz ** keep "running" frmthe screen....everytime he disappear frm view...den was quite rush n dunno where to stand...
den went all the way to bishan...due to "reliable resoureces" plaza sing no tickets or sumting lar...lame ok...go dere alreadi veri late liao...(coz played wif the machine for long tym) den spiderman full house ok! grr...den gf's parents wanna her to go home...so...go lor...wulaio rite?!?! n we even forgot to buy the cds...n ** didn buy the slingbag he wanted...so was lyk a fruitless trip...wats more...we were lyk so awkward...n on the way bac i cant stand it liao...i prac shouted at **?! oops feel a bit guilty...but realli cant stand it man...dun reply...dun tok...no expression...hmm....noy angry...den the rest of the trip was lyk in cold war....*shivers*?!
"in conclusion", today was a rather wasted trip...so mani pple watching spidey lor....until 2 movies in a row full house...n was so bored....until i wanna sleep...n the situation was so AWKWARD...n now im having gastric...coz didnt eat anything....aiyo wanna starve mi to death...haha =) n den she is pissed....he is worried...n mi....erm...trying to get things fixed...though i didnt help much....n im seriously quite bored n tired out by the trip...sigh talk abt wuliao-ness
Sunday, July 04, 2004
juz realised i alreadi posted 109 posts?!!?!? haha ytd watched jian gui on tv....not scary at all...myab juz a tiny bit? yah lor....thot it will b veri scary....
going out tmr...to watch spiderman! acty wanted to watch wif felicia....but qien asked mi....den now i dunno wat m i supposed to tell her...lyk so mean....at first say go together den now im going wif some other pple...
argh noone's online? except for some pple which i would rather not tok to...im bored seriously? slacking the whole day....woken up this early by some garung guni...den ate lunch....den tv...den now crapping here...qien went sentosa or sumting...eek dunno wat is she going to wear?!!? haha porbably some yucky things again...sigh...tmr sian diao...going to look lyk some dwarf? beside some giant...haha wish i were taller....boohoohoo
hmmm wat shld i do now?! zao zhi dao i go out wif my parents...den most imptly can eat( yum~) den can buy things...den can shop....though muz sit on tt sickening mrt again but betta den nothing...sigh...my house is boring...im boring...n not to mention bored...dunno wat crap im toking...eeww y all of those pple r so lovesick...i look at their msn names i wanna puke or wat...haha not so bad lar but mayb im too preactical or wat...sian diao..
Saturday, July 03, 2004
todae was acty fun...morning had listening...hmm....at first i was so wide awake...den had to wait abt 45min for the test....den they tuned in to some symphony 92.4fm or wat lar...den tt station keep playing some classical music...den well i listen to this sort of music i usually go to sleep one...den became quite groggy? n den i tink i had abt 2 wrong....sadness man :(
den after tt got dance...ahh dance is nice w/o wls..i taught the sec2s(chiyu hanzhen n weiting) like teaching pple i like? but tt chiyu injuired her leg seriously so she got to rest...oh yah n qian wei too...haha funni...laugh a lot? den went tm...bought some present for sum1...hee~ wif qw n qien...saw lotsa dhs pple...
grr dunno wat the heck is wrong wif my stupid sjdlks pc...waste abt 1hr trying to fix it but no improvement...n now i cant view chinese words...coz they all bcum qn marks on my ie...n keep linking to this stupid nt search thingy....irritating sia..grr...n f.i.r. is nice! ni de wei xiao is super nice! the chorus esp...i luv it! juz hope i didnt do too badly for the listening compre....:S
Friday, July 02, 2004
was veri pissed todae...flared up n shouted n complained....coz tmr acty got dance? n erxin peacock summore...total crap....n youth day was alright...but i tink xinyi n yanhong(though sang well) shldnt hv won...coz shihui n dinghong(or sumting) was realli gd...so pple were boo-ing them?! poor thing....n the mass dance was quite failure...coz we dunno the steps...n noone is caring abt them...sum started playing their own game...some choochoo train thingy haha ok im being mean....but dey didnt tell mi n i was not involved...so...but realli a failure?
cant help hating her more n more....i c her i wanna tu.../puke/
den....went out wif janice n qianwei to kfc at payalebar(fattening) anyway toked abt lotsa things?! haha n i was lyk...scolding things abt...erm * ...sian...wish dere isnt dance tmr...some things are juz not fair...1dering if chiyu n pple r involved? sigh.... wish dey were...coz of some particular reason...im so longwinded? suddenly feel so restricted...lotsa things i wanna say...but...mayb soome things r bez not to b voiced...:(
Thursday, July 01, 2004
f.i.r. is so nice! haha....super gd their songs...original n catchy and the lyrics r nice! tink i gona buy the cd or sumting...when i hv money...realli tink it is a gd grp...oudeyang's cd is ok....onli got some songs nice...i lyk gudanbeiabnqiu bez itink....some r lyk...dunno wat lor haha...
ages since jay got cd...n tmr's youth day! quite pissed abt sumting...but suan le...not my business anyway...oral is cuming...sadness?! mine is on wed...hoe not diff....tink i gona freak out...:((
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