todae was quite fun i tink....had peter low in the morning....he was so funni and comical(in a bad sense)...keep toking in this irritating voice n doing absurb and strange n funni actions...whaahhaa it is ridiculous man...quite amusing
dun feel lyk studying?! n i accidentally said sumting which i shldnt....eek dunwan to go for level camp...gonna b yucks...haha
suddenly realised my klass is quite nice...when compared to 3g...tt klass arh...some gals r so nasty i tink?! so unfriendly n dao pple 1 lor...n looks so fierce n impatient...(fm perosnal experience) xia si ren...haha
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
hmm...sum1 say i look lyk ghost...n lao chu nu...n dunno wat sai lar...sickening?! or mayb i do i dunno....bleahx sian
Monday, June 28, 2004
todae was acty quite fun and slacky...coz every tcher dun hv much to teach...except for lu shao mei...wish everydae's lyk tt...:) oh yah thanks evadne for the wrist support thingy....lyk it a lot~ thanks! :) to qien: hmmm im going to resemble sum1 wif all those smileys...wahaha well it is gd to b influenced n b positive?! haha
got bac english...chunying didnt score veri well...but thankfully she got over it...long tym nv c my frens...so quite happi to c them...sec2s got their exam papers bac...hope dey did well?~ sigh oral's cuming...dun feel tt i hv enuff preparation yet...
was bz playing wif the digicam...it is so NICE! got camera...movie and audio recorder...n so small n classy...haha but i realised i look awful in pics...n to my surprise i acty resemble peixin(cs)...first time i tink so?! ahahahaha so amused...
haha sum people singing on channel u now....sing tt ai de zhen hao or dunno call wat...haha the gal singveri nice but tt guy like dunno-wat lar...bez not to comment...hahaha
Sunday, June 27, 2004
todae went out...thogu h ishld b rushing hw at home...bought one nice digital cam at simlim square...haha
sian dunwan to go sch tmr...bleahx
Saturday, June 26, 2004
yeah i finished my chinese essay....though i tink it is total crap...n so drag...n so bo liao....
but I HAVE FINISHED~ haah so feel accomplished now.....haha still i still hv plenty to do....sigh...tink i go n copi?!!?! haha in a gd mood now...dunno y....todae was slack...slacking n chatting...though i feel irritated by sum1 watever
Friday, June 25, 2004
...crapped one para of compo...i read liao n i was tinking..."this is total crap" so fako...n bleahx..haha it is realli....fei hua...n im onli one para thrugh....total sianness....total sadness....sickening
i hv absolutely no idea wat to crap for tt cl's 1000 word essay...argh wait to die...n tt freaky maths is so diff...cant finish...argh argh argh.....haha but den if i realli manage to finish my hw im not ybean...every yr oso lyk tt...laz few daes slogged lyk dunno-wat...n i dunwan go bac sch laio....wan to hide at home...n dun feel lyk waking up at 5.30....sickening man...so early...bleahx...
haha looking forward to november hols...wait long long...
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
feel lyk screaming...n shouting...wat is wRonG wif the entire world?!?! or mayb wat exactly is wrong wif mi??? sigh...
mayb e world would b much betta w/o mi....no ...not much diff...coz im too insignificant
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
woke up frm a sleep....was yawning so widely...den suddenly sneezed....haha i wan to eat! i wan to sleep! oh no....[sneeze] suddenly caught a cold. bleahx...cum to tink of it...my jibengong sucks...cant b compared to weiting...hu keeps improving...n mine to a standstill since dunno when...haix...suddenly feel so moody...feel so...sian...sick...bleahx..
ok i hv mood swings lar i noe...watever...juz now cum home....n my bro was lyk asking mi to help wif a game...den i was so infuriated i shouted so loudly at him tt he was angry...so i was lyk...so tired so fan liao...den e game so irritating...enemies juz keep poping up...n his characters keep dying n i hv to try n try...den i was complaining n shouted n scolded...argh im a bad sister
dance was alrite todae...though those jibengong times realli felt lyk hell...watever...yifang told mi tt sat can watch vcd n i was lyk...woohoo! haha quite relieved...
was paired up wif lanlan...honestly i onli noe 4 prcs' names...n i realised i hv been doing wrong fanshens...n hanzhen todae la dao jiao...n seemed so sad thrughout e dae...was quite sad for her...n weiting is gd honestly...i admire her! haha so qin lao...n such a nice fren...she is my idol! haha
quite gd mood....dunno y...though so tired...watever...
Monday, June 21, 2004
argh i acty ate kfc for erm...supper...was watching hai you ming tian...tink tt guy (chen liping's son) acted veri well...veri natural...n it is quite a nice show...but regretted eating...firstly the fries r ...:S erxin...coz it gone soft...den lyk rubber...den so oily summore...surely fei si...but the show is nice...i tink the chilren act betta den the adults..haha laz time when i watched it i acty cried...mi, to cry leh...haha so quite a miracle....e show is realli gd...but sharon au is a bit...act gentle...so unnatural...tink she can zhu chi betta
haha qien told mi some "shocking" news laz nite....haha saw a couple at jurong point...frm our sch...haha n it is sum1 i noe *wink* haha quite amused...n surprised lar...didnt noe [*] is such a person...hu will go dating...ok mayb im juz a bit oldfashioned... weather so hot...dun feel lyk doing hw...juz feel lyk lazing around...sigh tmr got dance again...:S tink i gonna...die a horrible death tmr...haha no one's online...qien off to remedial or sumting n smiley dunno go where...juz now still online...juz suddenly disappeared....im bored...mayb bully my bro to go out n buy some nice cooling dessert...
Sunday, June 20, 2004
I'll be your cLouD up in the sky
I'll be your sHoUldER when you cry
I hear your vOicES when you call me
I am your _angel_,
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near It makes no difference who you are
I am your _angel_, I'm your ANGEL
this is a REALLY nice song...above are the lyrics...realli nice...the tune n melody is so...erm nice haha and the lyrics makes u feel...motivated or sumting...ok tt is lame lar...but it is realli a gd song to listen to...n i cant describe it...haha luv it...thanks qien!
Saturday, June 19, 2004
im hungry...haha n i ate two dumplings for dinner...m i pig or wat...ok im a pig lar...n havent done e bio project...dunno...dun feel lyk contacting mingshi...n i upload pics into my album...first time u can c my sis...
my grandma's dumplings are NICE! got egg yolk, mushroom, meat, tt sweet nut like thing(dunno call wat), xia1 mi3....yum yum...super nice...den the rice veri little, lotsa fillings...chao ji nice to eat! haha im in heaven!
haha happy now...haha coz no torture for two days. todae was...ok...at least dun hv so much jibengong. yep. n my yao jing bu a bit. but the rest r still sai. esp learning e dance. watever. im dumb. n slow. watever.
Friday, June 18, 2004
great...wonderful...juz dun cum becoz u overslept...wonderful
on a happier note, watched "around the world in 80 days" todae. wif chunying n felicia. quite fun. coz we went to arcade. chunying beat both of us(teamedup) in tt tennis game where u shot pucks into the others' goal. pro lor. watever. being wif dem is happy. u can forget things...for a while. den it will all cum bac again. nightmare. watever.wish i can juz break a leg so tt i dun hv to go n c those pple. *puke
Thursday, June 17, 2004
damn it....
grrr so irritated wif everything...todae wake up so early, go to sch for chem...n ms goh didnt cum...waste my time. attempted a blog layout. wl. accidentally deleted 2hrs of work. wat rubbish. y everything suay happen to mi. alwaes me hu fall into the drain or sumting, or missed the bus, enter the wrong cca, shortest everywhere. wat rubbish.
im sick of my life. sick of dem. sick of everything. sick of being careless. sick of being so extra all the time. sick of not having friends. sick of being left out. being of being left wif no grp in every project. sick of being nice. sick of acting happy coz im not, at all. sick of not being appreciated. sick of the SHIT tt pple tok.
sick of not being noticed at dance. sick of being mixed wif the sec1s by wls. sick of the sec3s in dance. u say we r united. oh YEAH? right. i dun c the bond between us animore. dun even go out animore. dun even tok animore. well u all dun even care if i get kicked out of dances. when im feeling sad tt wls dun even consider mi gd enuff to b compared to u all. it is not as if im not trying hard. not working hard. so ya tink hard work will lead to success? in the end it is still based on ur appearence. wat crap. u dun even care when im close to crying. when im down. juz go on being enthu yeah? ur so-called enthu. juz tok wif the seniors, those pple, n continue to heck us. watever.
do u care? u dun. so heck.
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
todae was...duno
firstly...i acty ben dao go wrong day lor...coz todae maths is supposed to b remedial...n i MISSED the impt trigo lesson...sai4
n qite boring...coz i had muscle pain...back aching...n the seat has no table...(we went multimedia)...n i had neckache coz i had to bend down my neck for so long to do the work...
n lunch was nan chi...haha all my fault...bought some instant noodle...which doesnt taste nice...ok tt is an understatement...so salty...den the noodle so bleahx...throw abt half of it away...ate my mum's experimental pizza no 2...betta lar...not still not enuff cheese...n the crust too thick...
DREADING dance on sat lor...so scared...if she lian jiben gong again i will die lar...
pls...im not superman...not made of rubber either...stupid...spoils my mood...wat crap lor...tok crap
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
argh....specially sacrificed my 7pm period to use the internet n noone is online....todae last episode of sunwukong lor...hpmhp...now i cant use after 8...earliest is tmr...
haha wish my bro didnt noe how to use the pc...stupid lor...he alwaes go n dl things....ltr kana virus den my turn to clean it up...
blogged 3 entries todae...muz b outta my mind...tagboard went bonkers again...stupid...made my whole blog disappear...thus i went to cross out the whole chunk of html....betta tok more...ltr no chance to tok liao...hope i can bully my bro into letting mi play the pc...
kana sai...again...wish i didnt hv to go sch tmr n attend the freaky maths lesson...tink i gonna b so tired tt i will fall asleep dere lor...:S....muscle so pain man...:( hate it
ta-da! finally finish my layout...but the tagboard still...haha
shall finish the rest tmr....spend so much time on it...coz i onli hv paint program...so ma fan...i tink it looks quite nice?!!?!?
shall update the links tmr buaiz
todae had maths remedial...but i didnt go...thanks to dance....unfortunately they clashed on the same day....n i tink i nid the prac....or at least i rather b practising den b at dance...
ok im complaining again...but it is hard not to...first the left leg split was...torturing i tink...wa lyk...legs chou jing liao...so pain lor...long time nv stay there so long liao...den lyk when u try n close ur legs it is lyk stuck dere or sumting...the right leg one was easier...in the sense tt u r alreadi sitting on the ground...so not so bad...
den started to do tt fan shen...(flip-ur-body? haha) kana sai...being a dumb n slow learner i couldnt get it lor....was so unstable...cant even go 2 rounds....so lousy...n i was lyk so giddy n wan to vomit...den the earlier xia hou yao n cum up(for abt 5 times i tink) made it worse...not my back pain or wat...it my head cant tahan...
was so relieved tt it was over...terrible day man...coz i feel lyk vomitting my breakfast out or sumting....sumting wrong wif my stomach...watever...
Saturday, June 12, 2004
boring day again...argh my life is boring...
Friday, June 11, 2004
YEAH I CAN
FINALLY
SIGN
IN TO
MSN!!!!!!!!!!
wahahah!!! i can finally sign in liao!!! yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks to some person on some forum who gave mi instructions to fix my pc....wahahahaha so happi1!!!!
today's rating: damn boring day
woke up at wat...10.30? den my mum asked mi to go to doctor...so went...came home around 12. ate chicken rice for lunch.
den my mum tried to make pizza. turned out a disaster. the crust was so hard lol! but my piggy bro ate abt 2/3 of it.
den mi n my bro decided to do hw! haha but den after eating the medicine i was sleepy...so i went to sleep. n my bro complains he feels tired. so he joined mi. how great haha. cant blame mi coz i oso "po bu de yi". haha
woke up at around 6.15. ate dinner. den here to blog. AGAIN
kinda boring ritex? n i still cant get on msn. hpmph. oh yah tt is sun wu kong ltr. so nice! lyk it a lot. haha veri interesting
Thursday, June 10, 2004
hihi bac frm orchard trip...honestly it was BORING, rite qien??
well we were supposed to meet at 12 in orchard...den i was to meet qien at 11.20 at tanah merah...den i reached there...saw qien n she told mi tt dear qianwei smsed her at eleven n said she wasnt cuming...haha how wonderful
den we tried calling yanling n asked if she wanna cum out but she had sumting on...haix..so it is mi n qien alone again...den went orchard...ate kfc...saw huishuang...den went heeren...was looking around the neoprintx machines...den qien bought a tigger soft toy for marie...
den went cineplex(dunno-call-wat lar) or sumting lyk tt...n we took neoprint! haha was onli $6!! but the bad thing was tt it onli gave us abt 3min to get the photos taken....den we were panicking...n onli took 4...n den we can onli choose 4...so hv to take those lor...it was quite nice lar...but i decorate until..wahahaha...i c i wanna laugh...complete disaster...den we saw amanda[kooi, not seah] n her friend (hu is in qien's klass aniwae)...den some guy was singing outside....in some donation drive...haha the note was too high for him...n he went all squeaky...
den walked around aimlessly...so wuliao...bought some charity ticket at mrt which cost $2...split by mi n her...n den we went home...so here i m....so freakingly early haha...basically it was quite wuliao...coz i hv nothing to say to u liao lam keeyann...wish qianwei went wif us....hpmh nex time i c her i will scold her wahahaha coz how can she juz tell uS at the laz min...hai us cannot ask other pple out lor...haha gonna get it frm mi! :)
wow so early in the morn...onli 9.03am...ok i call tt early...haha
ltr going out to orchard again..guess hu? aiya as usual it is wif tt feng qien n qianwei...haha dunno wat we r going to do there lar...but beats rotting at home...i acty survived one wk n 3 days of no msn...suppose i hv to survive the whole yr or sumting...wish i noe wat in e world is wrong wif it...
still coughing...n my hair is in a big mess...so bushy...so luan...haha...argh i hv nothing to say liao...update ltr when i cum bac frm orchard...quite wuliao lar...coz firstly, we hv no money to buy anything. second, there is nothing to buy. third, there is no aim in going dere.
hmmm....den qien surely want to go ohme early..:(
n qianwei says tt talking to mi on the phone is bad coz she feels lyk im not dere...hmmm :(
ok im crapping...so what?
haha it is time to change my layout liao...coz this looks ugly
haha...so sick...kept coughing n coughing the whole nite lor...den morning wake up felt betta now coughing again...*cough* so xin ku...n i wan to get out of the house. badly. im so bored...played yahoo games juznow...so pissed off...im abt to win towers when e other party did....grr caused my ranking to go down again...n i feel lyk a lazy bum...argh...slacking again...
~yawn~ *cough* my life is boring
n e blog colours totally clashed....but no choice...
im so bored...can anyone tok to mi? was lyk...waiting for email(coz felicia n i were communicating thrugh tt)...n phone to ring...but it didnt...n she took so long to reply...im sian.......wish msn will work...for abt the hundredth time...at least can tok in faster way...
matb i go n learn jay's songs...too wuliao liao u noe? :) totally lame...
sianz diao
Monday, June 07, 2004
hihi 2nd post todae liao....juz now keeyann gave mi false hope...coz she found out tt dere is a virus (backdoor.dacy) which will stop u frm getting onto msn(sumting lyk tt)...so i happily went to scan my pc watever...first time man tt i wished tt there is a virus on my pc...
well...my pc alwaes got virus...but jiu shi dun hv tt one...hpmh...i wan msn lar...sian...reaching my hundred post soon...22 to go haha...at e rate im blogging...seems lyk i will reach dere soon...
hols r wonderful...at least no wu dao for a change :) i mean...i realli hate it lar...wish i didnt join in e first place...well tt is my opinion...juz DUN LYK IT...fullstop.
anyway went to watch yuying dance performance laz sat ...was alright lar...but watched so much wan to sleep liao...den behind us got this bunch of guys...so rude ok...den was lyk dere wl-ing...
den coz wang lao shi's daughter got dance...solo somemore...den got one dance is she was suppose b nezha...den those guys were lyk saying "how cum suddenly cum out one nezha"...den dey said tt chengmeng "hen erxin"...den when dey saw wang lao shi dey were lyk..."eee her mother leh..." n was kinda lyk hiding n guyi make faces lor...so dumb man...so rude lor...bleax hate this sort of pple...wow long entry...haha so bored...
mi again...sian
haha at least my internet explorer worked at once...which is sumting to b happi abt...dun feel lyk doing hw...n my bro's off to camp..poor him...i hv nothing to do...so sian...wish pple will call n fan mi haha
Saturday, June 05, 2004
todae was wuliao...found 6 viruses on my pc...but still cant solve the prob...went to watch concert...den eat dinner at parkway...pp is quite boring...we finished the whole building in abt 1hr...
coughing...n coughing...i suppose qien will b happi to find company..haha...sigh im too lazy to go out..tink i go out too much...den nex wk go out 3 days again..i tink...if dear qien wanna collect her free neoprint...but qien arh honestly i dun fell lyk out wif u n ur friend lor...i will b lyk so extra
yah tt is all lar...
Friday, June 04, 2004
was a boring day...i can sign in when i use another pc...sadx...:(
watched HP movie todae...woke up so early...went there at 8.30 to get a seat....n gv havent open yet...my seat was quite gd...surprisingly...coz a lot of pple went to order in advance...haha managed to a middle column seat n second highest :)
but the movie was quite disappointing...i give it a 4.5* for effects...but 3* for content...dun tink it was realli gd...n spent abt one hour trying to fix the norton thing...dl finish liao den it tell mi got wat internal problem...muz reinstall...altogether i reinstalled 3 times lor...sian...guess my pc realli no cure liao
Thursday, June 03, 2004
I MISS MSN
blame it on my stupid pc...grr...so infuriating lor...i cant sign in to msn messenger at all coz it stupidly says tt my password n id is wrong. FINE i suppose so idiot changed my ps or sumting...den i went to try my friends' accs..chunying's qien's...all didnt work...kana sai...
den i went to hotmail n attempted to click on "forgot my password"...n..THE WEBSITE WAS UNAVAILABLE. so i attempted to sign up for a new acc...n THE WEBSITE WAS UNAVAILABLE too...!!!haha so u can imagine my anger...go up in steam...den im not giving u hope yet. so i thot e firewall might hv affected the thing..so i disconnected..didnt work...den i went to redownload my msn...n updated my windows msger...didnt work...
haha i believed in determination...so i tried sending a feedback form to hotmail...typed a super long one describing my problem...n den? THE WEBSITE WAS UNAVAILABLE...again...so i was realli irritated...grr...n i cant access my email...not AVAILABLE AGAIN...seems lyk my explorer is scared of hotmail or sumting...cant do anything on hotmail...den i tried reading faq(which works) but my problem is not there...so...anyone has any nice suggestions? oh yah i have alreadi tried to use some communication servieces or sumting on windows msger..u noe where u can use a different email other den hotmail to sign in...didnt work by the way...
argh im at a loss...I NEED HELP!! or i might not appear on msn ever again.
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
hpmph....for some reason msn messenger is not working....dunno if it is my pc's problem or wat but i cant sign in for the morning afternoon....sian....
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my name is
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