Monday, May 31, 2004
hihi...haha weather is hot...went blog reading...ok to b exact i read clown's blog...haha den after tt i tink some pple r oso veri ap lar...so mayb im not tt ap afterall?! tsk tsk...
anyway tt lollipop thingy...aiyo in e middle of it got one round piece of bubble gum lor...den my bro didnt noe...coz he can onli bite the thingy bit by bit...n den when u do tt u cant realli differentiate? haha den i tried to eat n to my horror it is bubble gum lor...n he alreadi nibble away half of it...hope he is fine..haha no wonder dey dun sell it in s'pore...
Sunday, May 30, 2004
yah hihi...shall update abt e malacca trip...was not bad one whole...food was nice...hotel was nice...but dey ran out on hairdryers...n we suay enuff to not hv one...haha in e end borrowed lirao n chiyu's one...bought quite a lot of things...haha earrings n necklaces r SO CHEAP! haha lyk half e price of things here...n dey hv super big lollipops dere...size xxl one haha...so cute! n bought some soveniurs..(how u spell)...
e tour guide was lousy....haha repeated things so mani times...n was lyk toking crap all e way...noone listens to him i tink...but den e road in malacca so bumpy...den e bus alwaes go yao here yao dere...i quite enjoy it lar but qien was veri sick..haha n e roads in malacca so squeezy...onli one way lor..den everytime turn wrong way hv to circle one big round...kinda sickening...
had quite nice time shopping...spent abt 100 Rm...well...wat to say...mi n qien feel so weird...(not left out, weird) i kinda happy tt im not part of e grp...i dun tink it is ap...juz dunwan to do such senseless things ...so attention catching n...bleahx...haha
u noe im not such pple...if u dunno den im telling u rite noe...i juz...cant b lyk dem
yah...abt it buaiz!
Friday, May 28, 2004
laz dae of sch le....so slack...pe was FuNnI....wif chunying around...coz we keep laughingat someone...though it is mean..but realli so funni haha...got bac report bk...my results was quite lan....though in my klass not realli lar..but compare wif whole level...it is kana sai...everyone seems to tink tt position matters a lot...but to mi though im at position 13 my grades r still losuy...but haix..wat to do...nothing i can do...
wont b here 4 2 daes...but im so insignificant i dun tink anyone will notice anyway...hope qien cheer up by tmr...or else realli sian...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIHUI
Thursday, May 27, 2004
hihi here again...haha sorri janice...mi n qien went out to bugis in e end..haha wif lirao too...n guess wat...haha took NeOpRiNt again...haha lirao keep looking in e wrong direction...den saw cheryl n joy....n changqing n yuzhuo...(dance de)..den ltr jocelyn too...haha e neoprintx r quite nice...(in my opinion:) )haha...holidaes SooNNN...wahaha in a veri gd mood...wonder if * would tok to mi todae? hmm...[orh ok...* did..]to cs committee...yah hihi! sorri lar...dun ask mi y...but i tink i owe u guys an apology...jiayou!
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
* i love to blog... *
haha i lyk to blog a lot...it is a wonderful way to let go of ur feelings...haha nothing to say lar...todae was fun...i tink everyday would b fun if i dun hv to c e grp of them....or hv to go n work urself out...if u get wat i mean...i c them i so bs....dun treat them as my gd friends...dey dun even cum close to tt...watever...sick of them...bleahx...n wat is wrong wif *...tok so much...all empty talk...
going malacca real ssoonn...quite fun to shop i tink...going there to buy clothes haha n eat....n shop...n take neoprintx(if dere r machines dere)...n hv fun toking to qien...rest....talk...lAUgH...wahahaha...
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
haha todae was [alright]...except tt lessons were boring...n i fell asleep dunno-how-many-times...yah yah...n den got karaoke comp...haha betta not tok so much abt it...quite laughable...has this feeling tt pple are avoiding mi....somehow...tok to them on msn they took so long to reply....might as well dun...lyk dunwan to tok...den suan liao...dun tok den dun tok lor...n my report bk surely...[kana sai]...watever...bio is so boring...dunno how to draw the freako blood vessel...dun even noe wat is e lumen...heckx...was lyk...anyhow drawing the pic lor...n her lesson so boring..i acty fell asleep during practical...hahatt is all...haha had fun todae lar...was reading bks written by [yi shu]...ok lar...but somehow feel tt all her bks r abt e same...yah lyk tt lar...i wish i could communicate wif pple betta...esp wif them...
Sunday, May 23, 2004
xie ren is over...sec4s r leaving...i will realli sense their absence...felt so left out...saw them n we were lyk so extra...wif nothing to do watsoever...regret not giving prezzies to wenxue pple...dey hv been realli nice to us...n i regret not going to wenxue too...though it is not my fault...wish i participated more b4 dey left...janice is e zu zhang...wen long n yuru(i tink) the fu...
suddenly hit by a sense of unbelonging...n loss at wat to do...sec3 life sux...but realli thnks to feli and qien...for hearing mi out...for listening to my troubles...even vs pig makes mi feel betta...they convince mi tt this is wat friends r for...makes mi wonder wat r some pple(whom i call my friends) for when dey dun even understand my troubles...or even tink abt wat we feel abt things... stupid...
yes pple keeping on encouraging mi...not tt i dun appreciate it...but u all dun realli noe my problems...it is not tt easy...im NOT LYK U...somehow tink tt we hv less n less to do wif u...n wif the new changes it gonna b harder...noone is even attempting to do anything... dey dun seem to c the problem...suan le......nothing matters much anymore i tink...there r a lot of things on my mind...but i somehow dare not voice them out...coz dey r not very nice things to say...n pple will onli say im ap...dey wont realli listen...or understand
suddenly feel so nuo ruo...this is not lyk mi...watever...there is a lot i wan to do...but i cant...since i alreadi missed the chance...watever...gd luck to those hu nid it...im sure u will nid a lot of it to run things properly...
so sian...not looking forward to malacca trip AT ALL...wish i were on e same bus wif pple im familar wif...pple i can realli talk wif w/o worrying wat they would tink of mi...ok im damn negative i noe...heck lar...nothing i say or tink matters anymore
Thursday, May 20, 2004
haha went out todae AgAiNz...for a short while lar...wif qien qianwei n siying...haha well glad tt siying n qianwei get along quite well...unlike mi...sumtimes i juz wanna change myself...we bought some things...for ahhem...haha hope dey like it lar...n [x] said sorri...HAHA i scolded [x] stupid n wuliao n fa hua chi...haha but i realli quite pissed off...wat is [x] trying to do?...acty it is nothing much lar...well sumtimes i tink dere is no use saying sorri when u dun realli mean it n u will probably do it again nex time....but heck...dun care le... fanzheng [x] is nothing to mi wat...hu cares? haha
june hols is cuming! realli cuming! haha juz one more week of torture....realli torturous..haha it is lyk...i get outta e house when lyk my friends r all sleeping lor...dun live at pasir ris....horrid..so far...aha hols so shuang...wahaha
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
BUAY TAHAN!!haha i realli buay tahan sch life liao...so wuliao...so boring....10 more days...sian tmr got physics....my poorest subj...n i managed not to be angry...which is a mirAclE...haha cant b bothered liao...frm tt day onwards i said not to guan so much...so ...yah lor..haha
sian sia....hv to run on sat liao...how wonderful...i juz hope i can run a C for 2.4....den first time i can get gold..u noe i every yr oso get bronze....thanks to [broadjump] yah lor...anyone wans to go watch harrypotter? cuming out on 4 june..n my mircosoft word keep going stuck...
oh yah one impt thing...i dunno y but i tink hotmail keep using my email acc to send email(virus i tink ?!) to other pple...i oso dunno y leh...i tink some virus cum into my pc or sumting...so i suggest u dun open any of my mails lar...unless u noe it is mi hu sent u de...yah...tt is al...gd luck to all hving physics test n maths test tmr..i kana minus off so mani marks...rem to study functions, composite func, inverse func...n oso rem to add the x = sign,wif a slash in e middle, (not equals to wat) tt ting..coz i ben dao didnt put...yah...hinting...haha... ...hope i dun fail...[prays]...orh ok [prays for u too] haha buaiz
Monday, May 17, 2004
hihi..tink i hurt sum1 badly againz..sian hate myself sumtimes...realli feel so mean... i lyk so selfish lor.. i oso duno wat to say...lyk a bit let go of e chance...sian....suddenly realised dere is so much to do...pple take us for granted..if dey dunwan to do it fine...shld hv called off the whole thing RIGHT FRM E START...no right to say we ap...sian...shall not b angry over them....oso no use...
fan ah....im singing wei wo hao...for some reason hope i will lao kui dere...mayb tt will kinda prove to her tt i got a bit regret or sumting....but i scared lyk tt she more disappointed...sian i dunno wat to do..*troubled*
Saturday, May 15, 2004
i dunno y juz feel lyk deleting those posts...i look at them...i tink quite interesting but i tink i realli so ap...anyway im so touched todae and so...haha i decided to delete it...sorii i noe i too bad to speak of dance lyk tt...it is realli not tt bad...i will miss our seniors after dey go...nearly cried todae...but chiyu n lirao make it so amusing n i didnt... saw them hugging todae...was realli glad lar...i hope dey go bac to normal...realli...
oh yah im sorri to jiamin(dance de) i saw ur blog...den at first i was veri angry de..after tt fine i tink i realli ap lar...but sumtimes i realli hate to b short in dance..
kaleidosocpe was alright haha....had fun singing n tying hair...n dere was lyk so much glitter on my hair...n den e whole bathroom floor was lyk glittering lol...i hope i got everyhting off my head...basically had fun n sad times todae...tink it is sumting realli worth remembering...yah tt is all lar...
Monday, May 10, 2004
hihi....haha e tagboard FINALLY ok le...but all e previous entries gone liao....n blogspot has a realli nice new look....so professional! todae was a fun day..except as usual we were complaining...haha chiyu keeps saying she hates lirao haha...den to my horror we were stuck wif them of all things...sian...n dance is tiring....or at least after i got home i feel tired...n my bro's birthdae is cuming...i totally forgot...hv to buy him sumting..wat else...bio todae is onli 10 min..haha n mingqiu is so pro at speaking...was quite interesting i tink...most unboring talk he gave...tt is all lar...lyk my new layout? haha tag horSunday, May 09, 2004
ah....noe it is my second post todae...but im REALLY rotting...(i mean rotting...and decomposing....my mind is dead and bored) and LIFE IS SO SIAN....anyway to all people using angelfire, dun bother coz it doesnt work....fotki.com doesnt too....geocities.com oso dun...sian....i tink i juz keep blogging n deleting my previous entries....life is a bore.....n i dunno y things becum lyk tt between dem..though it doesnt concern mi, but i realli sad for them....the bond juz go down e drain. juz lyk tt. zoom.....CRASH!*&^$#^*... n i wanna go out...didnt go out coz my parents r going chinatown...now regretting...shld hv gone wif dem....sian man...everyone so not free...y i so free?! even lky got ballet....oh my gawd...wo hen men ah...wish feli would call...n fan mi...or quickly 2.30, den i can watch some tv...ah sian sian sian sian sian....i realli realli hv absolutely nothing to do...i wanna go out...dunwan to b trapped in e house....sian sian sian.......noone noes...even if i rot to death i tink haha....sian i hate this weekend...
haha realised tt geocities didnt work either...so i uploaded e pic at my photo album there haha...SIAN man....for e first time i cant wait to get out of e house....or mayb read a bk or sumting..or even hoped tt felicia will call more often....honestly it is lyk so sian...n i feel so BAD....coz this wk is last wk wif e sec4s n we didnt even get to go wenxue...saddening....we lyk SO LONG nv go liao...but realli we hv no choice lor....i realli hope dey wont blame us...[prays]
sian seniors going soon....n it is so fast....stupid lar...go so soon for wat....i feel lyk we were juz starting 2 noe them liao...den dey going againz...sad man...oh yah we r going 2 malacca soon....haha chiyu is sharing a room wif lirao....n i was lyk so amused....coz b4 this chiyu says SHE DUNWAN to share wif lirao...n now dey got stuck 2gether...wahahaha
...mi wif qien....haha so fun! n it is now wk 8 liao!...haha wonderful...after k-scope....2 tests...den it is e hols! cant wait...n prisoner if azkaban is showing soon...going wif felicia...n sec3s wanna go out 2gether...haha sian....i juz hope i dun get bored to death at home...yah lor...buaiz
sian seniors going soon....n it is so fast....stupid lar...go so soon for wat....i feel lyk we were juz starting 2 noe them liao...den dey going againz...sad man...oh yah we r going 2 malacca soon....haha chiyu is sharing a room wif lirao....n i was lyk so amused....coz b4 this chiyu says SHE DUNWAN to share wif lirao...n now dey got stuck 2gether...wahahaha
...mi wif qien....haha so fun! n it is now wk 8 liao!...haha wonderful...after k-scope....2 tests...den it is e hols! cant wait...n prisoner if azkaban is showing soon...going wif felicia...n sec3s wanna go out 2gether...haha sian....i juz hope i dun get bored to death at home...yah lor...buaiz
Saturday, May 08, 2004
hihi haha changed my layout AGAIN....combined 2 pple-designed-layouts 2gether...personally i tink is quite NICE...haha yah lor....todae nearly killed mi haha....ok not so bad lar..but den was lyk so breathless and CANT breathe when we did the bend-backwards thingy...sorri lar everyone i was a bit badtempered todae...anyway if u wan to upload a pic onto internet DUN use angelfire coz they wont do it one....use geocities....haha yah lor...tt is all lar...n im so bored...as usual....n one more thing....hey i uploaded my neoprintz onto e net liao haha so if u wan den go c lor buaiz
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
stupid angelfire....say wat i violated their rules and deactivated my acc....tt is y u cant c the neoprint....stupid lar...i think is bcoz i didnt do a website, juz use it to upload my pics onto e net haha...stupid will prob fail my surprise test again...n everything is lyk so sian....wish i can dun go to sch......n i cant find my physics assign ws when it was lyk due 2 days ago...raja surely scold liao....
pissed off with some pple...act act....n at first i dun lyk her, but now she lyk so kelian...feel sad for her lar...sumtimes i realli wonder how strong is e friendship between all of my friends...i mean they juz fall out lyk TT...i dun realli tink dere exist a real friendship between them lor....ritex? i mean...u juz lyk dun befriend them coz of sumthing small... how exactly do u view this friendship?! nothing much i suppose?!
Sunday, May 02, 2004
hihi....haha kana e w32. sasser. worm virus or sumting in my pc...but thank gdness fixed it liao....phew...ytd went out with sec3 dance pple to bugis...haha was quite fun lar.....i bought some clothes n as usual took neoprints....i tink i look betta on neoprints den in reality...sigh....reallo kinda wonder y kee lyks those clothes...i wear n i was lyk so uncomfortable.....eeee [shivers] hahagot a shock when i saw him lar...coz didnt realli tink so much abt it...n was lyk so awkward?! stupid n i realised i hate bugis since we prac were walking around in circles...so wuliao...n qien i realli tink u paranoid or sumting....even he tinks so?!
haha anyway on e way bac i acty saw some friends on e same mrt as mine...n i was lyk "oh shit" coz i dun wan to let dem c mi lyk "tt"...eee haha escaped to another door haha....but the train closed their doors b4 i can get in...so have to wait for e nex one larr...n he ok lar...waited wif mi...toked some crap...alwaes dunno wat he toking lar...veri wuliao rite?
plenty of hw to do...but dun feel like doing them leh...so sian...n muz study for chem AGAINZ...coz there is a test on tues...n got dance on mon mah....i nid to score well! ahah tt is all lar....buaiz oh yah haha i look nice in this pic....but look so unlike mi rite?! haha it is lyk...realli different frm wat i look...
